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Lunch/Day trip with daddy and mummy at Carey Island

2010-04-11T19:31:00.004+08:00

I like to take photos :D
Enjoy~!

Sanctuary 11/09

2010-01-24T00:37:00.004+08:00

Old old pics :D

Updates! Updates! Read all about it! (:

2009-11-19T23:25:00.015+08:00

Job Confirmation:
Last Monday was my 6months probation review with my boss and supervisor. I'm now officially a CC+J Adhaus-er. The review helped me figure what do I really want for my career. The reason why I fancy designing, servicing & copy writing is because I want to be entrepreneur.

I really thank God for this job in this time of recession. The amount of learning I gained is unimaginable. I learned about how to make my designs practical, how client's have to like the designs & not just us as it's their money & company, about not taking to heart what client's mean feedback are but just take what's important (although I still hurt but I can take it), the seriousness of deadlines.

Oh ya, I heard from my colleague, Sharon that we're moving office to Ara Damansara next year! Wohooooo! No more traffic jams! Selangor holidays, here i comeeeeeee!

Lessons worth sharing:
Kor & I wanted to have dinner and catch 'Cloudy With A Chance of Meatballs'. After fighting the loooooong jam home from work, we had to suffer the wrath of Pyramid's very limited parking space. I was so excited when I saw a parking spot!!! Oh goody! Just as I was going for a round so I don't go against the direction of traffic, a guy went against it and stole it. Argh! I was so mad and determined to vandalise his car. However, Kor stopped me and told me I would regret it. Nevertheless, I snapped at him but obeyed my elder sibling's advise. I instead wrote a note for the guy talking about how I am sorry for verbally threatening him and had good intentions for him as he was doing a wrong thing. Somehow it felt so much better. As anger can make you do lots of stupid things. That's how murder begins with too. Thank God for Kor. Btw, the movie was AWESOME! Love the humour, love the art direction!

Kor shared with me an interesting theory, the conversation went like this:
Kor: Do you believe 'heat' exist?
Fern: Yes
Kor: How do you know it does? Can you see it?
Fern: No, I can't. But I can feel it.

As for the theory, same goes with God. You don't see him but you know He exist. Cool eh?

Random design:
Tuesday night c mui msn-ed me and ask me to help her design a banner for her portfolio. Hehe being trained as an AE, i interrogated her for a job brief. Theme/colours/elements/content. Her answer was classy/black/hearts/wengsee'sportfolio. Nevertheless, I came up with this design within 30mins. It's not great but I think its pretty nice (:

Baby Poring's Birthday:
Last Saturday, we celebrated his 1st birthday! He's growing up so fast! Good looking betul la dia! Hehe just like the hot chiq mum! His hair is brown smr. Before the party, Godash and I went to pyramid and spent about RM600 on stuff but that's not the point. Will blog about that another time. Hehe focus focus. We were searching for the perfect gift for baby poring. It was actually quite funny cause I kept insisting that the gift has to be educational and Godash said baby poring is just 1. He also continue to say that I'll be the boring aunty that pressures aya to send him for kindergarten tuition. hahaha! Anyways, we bought him a FUN educational toy. It teaches him how to think as the toy can be stacked up and join together to form balls, teaches you colour and numbers too! Seeee, i'm the fun aunty! Fun aunty fern! see how well it goes! Anyways, i'm so glad he likes it! Btw, Campy sis makes fantastic gado-gado. Godash and I must have had about 6 plates!

Oh ya, Baby Poring was crying and crying cause Aya was busy at the moment so Ah Pau was holding him. Then Godash said to me "You're a woman, go carry him. Maybe he'll stop crying". Or something like that. So I did, and he really stopped crying! He played with my hands and all then he turned around and looked at me and pushed my head back and started to cry at the mummy aya impostor :P

Random:
Bumped in Joey today at Hartamas Shopping Center during my lunch break. Didn't know she has been working there for 3years!!! And I have been working there for 6months and we never bumped into one another! Should meet up with her for lunch (:

Wedding

2009-11-08T20:31:00.008+08:00

Yesterday was Kin Teng & Reena's wedding.
I love to attend weddings.
It just makes you feel so warm and fuzzy (:
Plus, i caught the bride's bouquet after the dinner.
Wonder when will my turn be? hmmm..
Haha, probably in 5 years time?
Oh well, we'll see, we'll see.

Enjoy the pics & skit video by kor & i (:

Twitter Widget On My Blog

2009-11-03T12:28:00.001+08:00

Like what the title says :D enjoy!

Quick Annoucement!

2009-09-28T11:48:00.002+08:00

Hey people!

I'll be acting in a play, "Oh Dad Poor Dad" at KLPAC 30/09-04/10, 8.30pm every night as a supporting cast. Weekends has two shows, 3pm & 8.30pm.

Do come watch! It's really good. Artistic and weird a bit but i like it :P Different from the normal plays we usually watch.

P.S. Godash is the lighting operator for the play too!

I can help you guys buy tickets first if your interested!

Click here for more info!

Cheras Pasar Malam

2009-08-29T10:17:00.007+08:00

Cheras Pasar Malam rocks! Super long with tons of good bargains! I went there last Wednesday with Godash, C Mui, her sister & Ricky. Was supposed to meet up with Aya there but the rain ruined our plans. Never the less, the short jalan-jalan session was still fun and memorable. Will definitely go again! Hopefully this coming Wednesday if my schedule looks free (: *drools*

Tomorrow night, C Mui is having small BBQ gathering. Can't wait to see the girls (: What to wear, what to wear!

Besides that, my room revamp project is near completion! It's pretty awesome compared to last time! Will upload pics of it when its 100% done.

Going to take my babies to get vaccinated now. Miss junior.

Potong Saga

2009-08-19T15:00:00.005+08:00

Definitely will bring a smile to your face.
It's a short movie that my colleague, Mok showed me from the website 15Malaysia (:

piccies - part 1

2009-08-15T02:06:00.013+08:00

continuation from my previous blog photo entries (:
subject: maison + masy's birthday party

C mui organised this clubbing trip! Thanks so much! Our very rare, once in the blue moon clubbing session. Hehe.. Normally, I would not take maison as my 1st choice of club due to horrible experiences there BUT now it's actually really nice! not so many small kids shuffling everywhere and bumping into you and not as crowded as before. Only thing that I can complain about is the bunch of afro hair dudes dancing on the podium. YUCK man. Leave the podium for the hot babes! *drools* For the 1st time in my life, I stayed there until the club closed (: Never the less, it was a great time spent with my girlfriends (+pei who came down from singapore *hugs* and tan whom I rarely see ^^)

Masy invited C mui, Aya & I to his birthday party as the judges for the costumes. The food was awesome! KDU culinary students :P The funny part was that everyone wasn't ready for their presentation on the stage so they needed about an hour more. Then since the house was getting stuffy, we 3 girls went out to the CC and played L4D. Hahaha it was EPIC! The amount of stares and whistles we got.

part 2 will be pictures of my hong kong trip + graduation (:
stay tuned!

Some interesting ads to share (:

2009-08-13T13:57:00.006+08:00

Hey guys,

Found some really funny ads with really good art direction.
I saved my personal favourite for last! Enjoy (:

More photos coming up by this weekend (:

At a quick glance (:

2009-08-12T01:13:00.006+08:00

more photos coming up soon!
sit tight (:

2009-07-27T10:31:00.004+08:00

A photo of me and Godash in case you forgot how I look like! Haha.. Attending Masy's birthday/collegemates dinner last saturday. dressed up with my signature nurse cap again :P

Will upload the pics when I get them from aya along with my convocation, HK, Man United tour pics and much more (:

Bought my family a super nice dinner yesterday at pasta zanmai! I highly recommend that eating place. Pasta there rawks but the pizza is the bomb! Pictures shall be upload later on too!

Sorry, been so busy T_T
That's all for now, take care!

Godash & I wearing our new jerseys (:

I have twitter!

2009-07-24T16:41:00.000+08:00

Follow me!

Hey guys!

2009-07-16T11:30:00.002+08:00

Sorry for not updating for such a long time!!

Will update it asap with my Hong Kong trip photos, updates, Manchester United asia tour pics, my convocation, family events and much more!

Hang in there :D

I <3 HK! (Part 1) *written a few months back)

2009-06-06T23:17:00.017+08:00

*written a few months back & pics not in order (:

I went to Hong Kong for a week to witness my cousin's marriage. He married a girl from Hong Kong so they got married there once and once more this coming Tuesday back in KL. They newly wed was my tour guides around Hong Kong! They brought me to all the cool places and shopped with me (:

Its a shopping heaven there! Everything is so cheap cause of the sales and cause our money is twice the value to theirs. I love it there! The Hong Kong kailan is so big and crunchy and green! Yummms! Curry fishball was also a craving of mine! Vegetarian chee cheong fun is also the awesomessss! The girls there are so hot! The roads are so clean and safe as there are policeman/woman walking along the roads all the time! And also cleaners to constantly clean the pathways and sanitize everything! Its so cleannn! They're slowest internet connection is 10MB/sec! So don't have to wait for a day to download stuff!

I definately wanna stay there in the future but Godash say he rather stay in guai loh countries. I feel more at home there i guess cause I'm chinese. Like when I go to Australia I feel really awkward cause instead of the malaysian races that I see, ang mohs are everywhere! Me likes HK T____T I plan to go back there next year with C Mui! Was considering either Hong Kong or Bangkok for shopping but I think I love Hong Kong! I bought a shirt which says that :P

People there are so nice! Thank God nobody scolded me for speaking Cantonese which I kinda suck at speaking! Once I came back I was so cina! Kept speaking my broken cantonese to everybody.

A funny thing happened, I bought Godash a Manchester United shirt from HK and when I gave it to him. He showed me that it was made in Malaysia -.- but thank GOD it was still cheaper there! yesh!

Anyways, last week was kinda of a tough week for me as I was going through some stuff but thank God for family and godash to pull me through it. One of the few matters was, choosing to work in a small agency rather than working in a big and well established agency. Alot of people have been asking me and some almost pity me i think. Cause they've never heard of the agency I'm working at and ask if I would like contacts or why didn't I get daddy or aunty han to recommend me to their friends and they also say that I'm a kancil award winner, why do i want to waste my time there? Sigh. I think I made the right choice. I love my company alot! The hour is good, the pay is good and environment is very healthy! No backstabbing as that I know of, I've learnt alot of stuff, I get to go home by around 8pm everyday which is very rare for advertising life. Daddy didn't stop me from joining this company so I think it I didn't make the wrong decision or ruin his reputation. Everyone is saying your brother's in creative juice and you? Then they say they never heard of my company before or their clients. Just sometimes its makes me goyang a little. But my company's still growing and new, I'm sure in due time they'll be great (: just gotta hang in there the next time someone questions me about work again T____T

Last Sunday, kor, adrian, reuben, shaun, kae ee, godash & I went down to times square to have krispy cream donuts! Godash ate 6 donuts and adrian donuts! Pyschos got sugar high! Bought some stuff there! I really really love shopping there!! Couldn't resist sneaking off to shop! Sadly I didn't manage to find the shoes I really really really x100000 wanted! I saw them in HK but my size all sold out already, left size 7 only. YES, I know I have huge feet!! Size40/9 okay! Have a look at the pictures and let me know if you've seen it being sold around okay? I don't mind paying a bit more for it. I just really want them T_T

Yesterday and today, kor and I carpooled. Its really nice to have someone to talk to cause the drive to work and home is quite a distance. Just that we get off work at different times ): sometimes he gets off at 6pm and sometimes up to 3am. I get off work everyday around 8pm. We're still trying it out and it definately beats driving alone to work everyday! Our offices are only 5mins apart! I never noticed that cause I always used the highway to his office.

what's up!

2009-05-24T15:15:00.010+08:00

Hello my dear stalkers, :P

I just want to keep you all up to date with what's going on with my life!

Firstly, whatever that got me depressed and emo is of no more! Everything is fine now (: I am happy again!

Secondly, I am working!! My company is awesome! The people are very nice and willing to teach me anddddddddddd we don't work weekends and until ungodly hours of the night!

Third, Godash bought me my new own and first manchester united ladies jersey flown all the way from UK just for me! Thanks baby! I can wear it to manchester united's asia tour when they come down here! I love it so much (:

Lastly, here are photos of my clubbing session last saturday night! C Mui & Aya was so nice to worry about me when I was emo and planned to take me out for a drinking party! And so we did! Haha i sark at drinking. Seriously, I don't know what's wrong with me! I puked T_T so unhot of me! Anyways, talking about hot, that night ah, berbanyak-banyak strangers talk to aya. No guys want to ask me and C Mui for our numbers T_T not like I would give or I want la but but but... I not pretty meh? Every good looking person sure got not as good looking friends wan ma, even their not so good looking friends don't want to approach me ): Anyways, those two sor pohs of mine are in singapore doing hair extensions up to their butt! Olala! Can't wait to see it! I love them both! Anyways that was the 1st night I offically told my parents that i was going clubbing and they never scold or lecture me! Yay!

P.S.
I plan to buy a new phone with 3G and GSP! Any good suggestions? No N series please! Tramautized by my old N70. So many repairs T_T

Oh ya, I wore white and pink today to church :P Daddy bought me the blouse yesterday when we went out for lunch. Hehe everyone was pretty shocked to see me in such sweet ladylike colours! I was nice to wear something different every now and then! I think I looked good! Paired it with my earrings and necklace that I bought from lowyat forum. I looked like a kindergarden teacher!

There is also a person name "cursefern" writting hateful things about me in my chatbox so I've removed the whole box (: not to worry! I'm not offended or affected by it because whatever that person reaps will also sow what that person has done. Hehe :P

Adios!

more retail for me!

2009-05-16T02:35:00.001+08:00

bought more stuff online again :P
hehehe don't jugde meeeeee!
it makes me happy!

a little faster then walking (:

2009-05-15T19:19:00.002+08:00

Today, I jogged!
And I suck at it :P

At least those almost brand new jogging shoes i should centuries back, got some fresh air!

*random* i saw a fly pooped today O.o interesting?

tired

2009-05-15T01:08:00.003+08:00

I need to sleep but I can't.
I hate it how the face I see is yours when I close my eyes.
I just want to get over this pain and get on with my life.

I don't think I ever asked much from you, have I?
I don't ask for diamonds, flowers and all that romantic shit.

Argh, yes yes I'm whining. Its my blog. I get to flood in with whatever nonsense i want and I want to whine.

I feel so lost. What have I ever done to you?

Am I so boring? Is it because I'm getting older?
Is it because I'm not as free cause I'm working?
Is it because I'm fat? What do they have that I don't?

I'm beautiful too. I'm nice too.
I'm special in my own way that no one can compete in.

I'm so damn tired.
arghhhhhhhhh.

I need a drinking buddy -.-
Any volunteers?

Retail Therapy

2009-05-14T17:45:00.003+08:00

I just ordered a high waist skirt! Going to COD with the seller later! hope its nice on me! Free size stuff are always too small for fatty me T___T

Wanted to get more high waist skirts from her also wan but i need to control! Must not always spend all my money on clothes and live in debt!

Eeeeeee... I can't wait! <3 It makes me happy. Stop judging meeeeeeee :P

Thank God for giving me the strength and inspiration to design for my freelance job. I presented it today to my client become buddy, roshan and he likes it! yay! after a few attempts, I like the latest design best!

Anyways, gonna cut the veges and stuff for tonight's dinner. We're having tom yam fried rice :D ooo ahhh.

I'm doing great and standing up on my two feet again! So don't worry about me!

disappointment

2009-05-14T07:12:00.003+08:00

I have not slept.

I don't plan to sleep anyways, because I know once I stop doing everything and lie down, I will cry.

I hate crying over this.
I hate crying because of you.

If only I didn't love you so much, I could turn my heart cold.

You've scarred me.
I just want to get over this and close this chapter of my life.

I just want to be happy.

Why can't I be happy?

I hate you for making me love you.
I just want to forget and everything and wish all this was a stupid nightmare.

I don't ever want to shed another tear for you.

Dissapointed

2009-05-13T21:33:00.003+08:00

I am upset.
I really don't want to compete anymore.

I hate feeling like this.
I hate crying.
I hate how you could betray me.

I'm giving up.

If only I could turn back time.

through out the years (:

2009-05-13T16:10:00.006+08:00

Fuji Apple, I Am.

2009-05-12T22:43:00.011+08:00

I watched X-Men last Friday with Godash, it was so awesome! I have no idea why people say its bad. Weird weird people. Hmm if i have super powers... i think i would like the ability to teleport or become invisible at will. maybe being a super shield would also be awesome! it would be nice to all it all. Teleportation would benefit me by saving me tons of money pumping petrol and save alot of time instead of being stuck in jams, invisibility would allow me to be around and not be seen, I could walk around naked and no one will know! hahaha... shield would be cool too! I could cross the pedestrian crossings without the fear of flying (if you know what i mean) :P and mosquitoes would be able to bite me anymore! yipee.

This topic reminds me of a question Fariz asked me and my friends during lunch, "if you could be a fruit, what fruit will you be?". I answered "fuji apple!". Haha, don't you think I'd be a fuji apple? Fariz is a rambutan and tracy is a passion fruit according to me! What fruit do you think you'll be? I wouldn't be suprised if facebook has a quiz for that!

Anyways, I've been pretty emo lately T_T I think I have some issues. I'm quite a jealous person. I think that my problem. I always look at think that I don't have and forget about how lucky I am to have what I have. I'm jealous about so many things such as, looking like crap without my make up when I used to look just fine without any and all the younger girls in high school and college look like how i use to, healthy glowy skin. I'm jealous about those rich kids that don't have to worry or work for anything in their lives and get everything they want whether or not its expensive. They said money can't buy love but they look pretty happy I'm also jealous on how certain people get attention from people whom should be paying attention to me ): I always turn to retail therapy to deal with the pain and stress but I know that's not the right treatment but it helps you know T_T okay okay, enough ranting. I just needed to get it all out. Unhealthy to keep it all in you know?

I went over to paws today because I got a call from a girl named Pauline who also lost her dog saying they just received 3 new shih tzus found at Subang Jaya. Sadly... Junior was not there. I miss him. I really do still miss my baby. Although I don't show it anymore. I still do.

Anyways, I'm starting work this coming Monday. I hope I can cope and do my bestest job and make new friends there! *phew* big step for me! Thank God, I can still watch Manchester United win the champion league right before I go HK! My boss is letting me still go for my Hong Kong trip with mummy to witness Ah Fatt's Hong Kong marriage. And I get 2 days leave after I come back too! Now i gotta finish up my freelance job so I can focus focus focus! I got another offer though to design some stuff. So temptinggggggg....

Here are photos of Godash's birthday this year. Ambushed him after our dinner with a birthday cake back at my place! I bought a giant football beanbag for him. Didn't know what else to buy for him this year. Bought him a Manchester United jersey and training kit last year. My football junkie! Haha you're getting old :P my 24 years old man! Better plan my 21st with the most awesome plan as promised!

quick update:
I'm a drama junkie :P been juggling grey's anatomy and "war & beauty" lately. It's a dynatsy concubine eat concubine show. Love their hair pieces and clothes :D

Change

2009-05-07T18:40:00.007+08:00

Change is difficult don't you think so? Right now in my life I'm starting a new chapter. No longer am I a student anymore but I'll be starting work soon. It is really scary doing this that are different. At first, it didn't stuck me as such a big thing. I was super excited to graduate and then go for my interview and thank God I got the job! But it is all going so fast. I cried yesterday to Godash because I was afraid. I still am. But I'm really looking forward to working at my new company. They're really different from other agencies. Good people who don't believe in smoking, drugs and drinking.

I prayed to God many of times for Him to provide me a job with the right company. So I have faith that this is the right decision. Even though I still feel not ready and I still want to bum around. I know this is what I should do. I shouldn't miss out on this opportunity to work with such a nice company just because I don't feel 100% ready. Just last Sunday, Ps. Gloria said during her sermon, that NOBODY is 100% ready but we can't just quit half way or when we're about to finish. I know I can do this and I will give it my all! I shall be the best graphic designer they'll ever have!

I'll have faith that my relationship, friends and family life will still be okay and I won't be a lifeless zombie!

Right now, I'm doing up my freelance job as well and fast as I can so that when I start work I can focus on it and do a really good job!

Just today, I was thinking maybe I should have a goal. What should I save up for? Car? Nahh... I'm very fond of my myvi :D so.... I've decided on remodelling my room! Yippeee! I have everything planned out. Will upload a sketch of it later on. Can't wait to earn enough to do up my room!

Yesterday morning & today morning I watched Manchester United vs. Arsenal and then Chelsea vs. Barcelona. Things are looking good as we're in the finals now :D we shall get the title straight in a row for two years!

Anyways, last Thrusday Aya invited C Mui, Ricky, Stephy & I to her nephew's BBQ birthday party. It's always fun talking rubbish with them. Stephy and C mui was gambling with Campy's friends so Aya, Masy, Ricky & I chit chat. Then after awhile C mui came and she ahh... OMG told them all my stupid embrassing stories which I totally blocked out of my mind already. I laughed until i cried. Haha.

norm norm!

of course, we'll camwhore together :P

I kena con -.- I thought we were doing the "james bond/charlie's angel" back to back pose.

Masy hates to take photos but he still took one with us :D

For those of you who don't know, I am a hardcore Grey's Anatomy fan ;P I love them all. I took this facebook test and the results made me go "WT...". Haha, seriously? Me, Cristina? Racist! Hahaha I thought I was quite a Meredith!

seriously? seriously? :P

I might not be able to blog much once I start working. See how it goes yea? Till my next post, see ya!

regards,
fernfern

3 & 1/2 things to say

2009-05-02T13:31:00.011+08:00

italianies double date :P

C mui asked me to go out with her, ricky and aya for dinner in pyramid they wanted to go to the bazaar (shoppaholics la u all! haha) so she asked me "where got vegetarian food ah?" I thought she dah jadi vegetarian! Happiness until she said "no la, ricky sick have to eat vegetarian for 2 days". Haha char tou! Never the less, I had fun eating a very expensive dinner but it was so so good :D we had to ta pao cause too jelak la the carbonara pasta. I miss hanging out with them so much T_T I'm glad that now I'm done with college, I can at least hang out with them more than I could before!

kawaiii :P

couple no.1

couple no.2

couple no.1 & 2

H.E.L.P

Godash performed at HELP talent night with his bandmates (:

my rawkstar!

aircon

Juliana, Hanis, Tracy, Fariz, Nina, Hafiz, Jessica, Godash & I went to KL Pac to watch the "air con" play. Nic Davis was in it. I didn't realise until he came out and the end of the show to where everyone was and started to hug and kiss Nina more "intermately" then a normal peck will then I asked Fariz & Hafiz "Eh, isn't that Nic?". They said "ya la!". I didn't knowwww... The actors were really good wei. They were so one with the play. Turns out to be one of them, Ryan is kor's ex classmate. The play is about a story based in an all boys school with quite a few girly boys, and one day an trannie was beaten to death and one of the boys in the school did it and so the story goes like that. The play is kind of disturbing but interesting cause of the twist and also the awesome props.

thanks jess for taking the photo (:

you & i

quick update
The weather is too hot. i'm tired and stress plus sick and I got an interview on Tuesday morning for a job. Pray for meeeeeeeeeeeee please. thanks!

Retail Therapy

2009-04-28T23:14:00.011+08:00

When I'm stressed, sick or upset (or all the above, which I currently am), I'll usually turn to my usually treatment. You guessed it! Retail therapy.

This month I've bought:

1 tube top
1 charm bracelet
1 smurf tee
1 pair of boots
1 pinafore
2 jackets
2 pairs of fake eyelashes
5 dresses

*and PL cut my fringe for me

I need help.. I think. Oh well at least I'm happy with them! And Aya has been my shopaholic buddy. We keep sending over links of what we bought to one another and asking for opinions.

Anyways, here's a vain picture of me with my new fake eyelashes using my web cam (yea, it's miraculously working again) :P

When my fake eyelashes parcel arrived, I was so excited that I tried to rip it open but I fail miserably so I took my blade and swiped it across the parcel. To my utter horror my hand was oozing out blood! Thank God, i didn't feel any pain. The endorphins kicked in fast enough! *phew*

Do animals matter to you?

2009-04-22T15:00:00.001+08:00

Want to make a difference?
Every signature counts.

Sign the petition
http://www.spca.org.my/v51/campaigns_animalsmattertome.php

Ranting

2009-04-19T01:47:00.000+08:00

It's a bad day.

Photoshoot & Update

2009-04-17T18:09:00.008+08:00

Last Friday, I went over to IACT (kor's ex college) to meet up with my very old friend, Li Her. I was her model for her photography assignment. Although I didn't get paid for this photo shoot or anything, I really don't mind. It was nice to see her again (:

Her classmate which was her partner, adriana was very nice and the pretty dress in the photos is hers. Sadly, the dress kept falling down because my boobs are way smaller then hers -.- She's so damn hot! My make up and hair was also done by her.

It was their 1st studio photoshoot but don't you think the photos still came up great?

Anyways, lately I'm been drowning myself with things to do. I know its wrong and I should really face my problems. But everything I think about it i start to break down and cry. I don't think I'll ever be able to let go of my little baby, Junior. I hope he comes back soon.

I've been doing a freelance for an event management company who supplies projectors, equipments and talents. It is still on going. The pay is really good for me but according to some people in the industry, it's kinda low. Sorry, I didn't mean to spoil the market T_T

Anyways, college is over for me now. Tuesday night was the exhibition opening night, the one we've been planning for like forever. The response was really good. After the exhibition, I got two jobs offers. But I haven't replied them yet because I'm not really sure what I want to do. Both the jobs are graphic design jobs and not really advertising which is my passion. I love coming up with campaigns. But I'm not so sure if now's the time to be choosy as the market for "us" is kinda bad. I definitely am not going to further my studies. So that's not an opinion!

What should I do? ):

Friends

2009-04-15T19:40:00.010+08:00

Thank God for giving me friends to help me through the pain.
I still am missing Junior but I'm learning to be a stronger person.

I dreamed of him again last night.

Portfolio

2009-04-14T16:41:00.001+08:00

My website is up (:

Have a look at it.
I'll will edit it when I have the time.
Right now it's still kinda too simple for my liking.

http://limfernfern.com/

My little baby

2009-04-07T07:05:00.013+08:00

It has been exactly 1 week since Junior has been missing. Everyone has been telling me to let go or it’s too late and all that stuff. It hurts so badly. I've finished pasting and sending out 550 posters during the past week. Will be printing more later today. Hopefully someone will contact me soon.

Kor, mummy and Godash has been helping me search everyday but still no luck. I've been filling up my schedule with things to do so I don't think about Junior. Once I stop doing something, I start to remember how miserable and lost I feel without my baby.

Jun has been crying and howling every since last night. I feel her pain.

I can still remember that day when I first saw him. I was at the pet shop in KL where I bought Joey because Mummy said lets go find a playmate for Joey since he's always crying at night.

There were two black and white shih tzu looking through their glass cage. I picked one, and the shop owner trimmed his nails, feed him his vitamins and put him into my arms and as we walked off from the shop, Mum said "I think I want the naughty looking one" so we went back to the shop and exchange him for Junior.

Not only does Junior look naughty, he is terribly naughty. He came back and taught Joey how to dig out the plants, tear things apart and make a big mess. After a few days, we noticed how he had some problem breathing. It turns out that his lungs were damaged. So we brought him to the vet to undergo the surgery and brought him home after that. Thank God, Mummy chose him if not he would had just died in the pet shop. Junior stayed in the toilet connected to me and kor's room for awhile. I would always open my room toilet door and play with him and sneak him into my room.

I remember the shop owner saying that shih tzues are very quiet dogs, but that is so different from Junior. He is the nosiest dog I have ever known. He barks when he's hungry, when he's bored, when he wants some attention, when he sees something at the gate and so much more. He also scratches the door open whenever I close it.

Now there is no more scratching on the door, no more barking, no more vibrating tail for me. All there is is Jun's cries and my tears. He has the cutest tail anyone can ever imagine. It doesn't just wag; it vibrates like how your phone would when it rings.

I still leave his dinner outside the gate hoping to find him outside when I come to collect the bowl back but he isn't.

I will NEVER stop looking for Junior. As long as he is out there, I'll continue to search for him. I'll bring you home, baby.

God, please bring my baby home to be safely. I miss him so badly.

I never knew how much I loved him until now. It sucks that I play favoritism to Joey. I should had been fair to you, baby. I should had scratch your tummy a little more, I should had just hug you when you are scared instead of punishing you for making so much noise or coming into the house and pee everywhere when you were just looking for me to protect you from the loud noises.

I'm so sorry Junior. Please come home. I miss you. Mummy just wants you back.

This is all like a nightmare. I just hope I can wake up soon and see Junior once again.

I lost my baby

2009-04-01T22:13:00.004+08:00

Junior ran out of the house last night with Jun. They usually return after an hour but this time only Jun came home.

Please help bring my baby back to me. I've search every alley, every row and passed out flyers. If you see him around, please contact me 017 314 0314.

I really miss him.

Breed: Shih Tzu
Age: 9 years old
Colour: Black and white

Last seen on 31/03/09, SS17 Subang Jaya at 11 PM.

RM500 REWARD

Wonderful yet tiring day (:

2009-02-26T23:23:00.004+08:00

I've been feeling really crappy lately. Tired all the time even when I sleep ): BUT today is a big turn around! Let me share with you my story!

The amount of final projects has been starting to drown me as they're flowing and datelines are creeping closer and closer. So much sleep has been sacrifice and killed my mood. I couldn't even feel happy for more than 5 minutes.

Today I had my corporate literature/annual report class, as usually we have to get critiqued by our lecturer and my group's themes keep getting rejected and I really didn't want to waste anymore of the short time left. I wrote my rationale, found my images and did my graphic mnenomics. All that was left was to study for my quiz/exam later and get the green light from my lecturer to start on my annual report. When I came to class, my classmate showed me the last term's quiz questions and I studied them along with my other handouts.

I prayed really hard today and Kor prayed for me too. We prayed for grace and divine favour and guess what! I'm on the right track and my work was approved today despite having to edited a few stuff and I could answer every question on the quiz/exam paper. Nevertheless I'm so grateful and happy! Thank God (:

Now, I got to get back to work. All nighter again but at least my spirit is lifted up again!

Twilight Assignment

2009-02-25T21:30:00.004+08:00

To pass up one of my final projects, I had to photoshop my face into my favourite movie and paste it on the CD that is to be passed it up.

Haha.. It looks so funny! At least I had a bit of fun doing it :P

Anyways, I'm practically dying. I feel so tired, every moment I'm awake and even when I sleep, I dream of work *sigh* I cannot wait for this to end.

p.s. I got 100% for my mandarin exam! but it was pretty basic and simple stuff but still :P

Daz-lin-go!

2009-01-12T18:40:00.010+08:00

Last friday night, kor brought me to the office he intern in, Creative Juice Sil. They were celebrating the new year but in a medical/physco theme.

It was held at Bangsar, Jalan Telawi in Alexis restaurant. The food was so gooooood!! Anyways, as you know, finding parking there is insaneeee (goes with the team :P) but after a few rounds, Kor and I both prayed and saw this parking spot but it was kinda illegal so we didn't take it then we saw another one but the car in front of us took it then when you feel like giving up, two cars came out! Side by side.

I had fun and met alot of new people and everyone was so friendly and I had so much fun just being crazy :P

Not only that, I also won the best dressed female and the prize was RM100 and also a nissan egg car pillow through he lucky draw!

May the pictures do the talking!

Oh ya, as we were leaving the place cause we had a dota, we saw Isaac (my relative) downstairs the restaurant! Haha the reaction was epic! Seeing me dressed up like that (kor changed back d)! And to top it off he was with my old churchmate from Wesley, Josiah. It was funny.

Lastly, I'm really into sports now. Believe it or not, I've been rock climbing and jogging (bought sport shoes too)! It's all Australia's next top model show's fault la :P They keep saying Delmeza from cycle 4 is fat although she's a size 8 like me. Thus, feeling fat, I shall become a UK size 6 by dec! Anyways, exercising for me has been long over due. It's probably good for me to sweat a lil.

Tata for now!

P.S. The grand opening for my Kancil Awards exhibition will be on the 20th Jan - somewhere in Feb! Come see my work at the gallery yea? Ciouz!

Manchester United won yesterday 3-0! Hehe happiness!

You'll Reap What You Sow

2009-01-02T14:31:00.006+08:00

I went to college for the kancil exhibition meeting again today and checked my results on the board, and I got 2 A's and 2 B's! Joyous me! I'm really proud to get such good grades! I mean who doesn't wish for all A's or the best results in the class but I'm still really happy and proud of myself for the all the hard work I put myself through despite the many times when I just feel like I can't go on. Especially when we had to do the kancil awards competition and juggle my assignments at the same time and when I see facebook and see my friends always uploading photos of themselves having fun, going out and do the stuff that they want whereby I'm stuck at home everyday doing work work work. I recieved an A for Business and Client Management, A- for Advertising Campaign 2, B+ for publication (magazine), B for portfolio presentation (website)!

Thank God for giving me the strength and people to support me! I smsed daddy and he said we shall go out for dinner to celebrate my good grades :P

Anyways, about the student kancil awards exhibition, my group's work will be displayed in The One Gallery at college on the 20th January (Grand Opening) till mid Feb. Come have a look :D I'm working really hard to make the exhibition look good T____T *sigh*

My holiday didn't even feel like one and I'll be back in college on Monday. I was constantly busy with things ): especially Christmas time. My Church had a Christmas service and I was in charge of all the slides and songs and then some props for the skit. I was pretty sour about using so much time for it then kor told me that you should always feel honour you've been given the chance to serve God. He's right and I shouldn't see it in such a negative way.

Looking back on the things, I glad I got to do a few things during my short break which was, being able to read twilight (4books), hang out with baby and kor, dota (not as much I wanted to though), swim, watch Boston legal season 5, watch lots of movies, take care of Jr, update my blog ;D and celebrate Christmas!

Anyways, that's all for now :D Happy New Year everyone!

The End

2008-12-27T03:58:00.009+08:00

I finished all 4 books of twilight *sigh* I wished there were more. It was so good while it lasted. Reneesme! Hehe.. I better not write so much about it although I'm dying to since there are a couple of twilight fans writing, I don't want to spoil the ending for them like a few people did to me. Morons -.- Nevertheless it was still awesome!

Kor fetched me to the vet today to check Jr's healing process. He's healing well just that I mixed up his eye drops so it didn't help his eyes much T_T

Watched "The Duchess" with mummy and Godash just now. I'm just a sucker for this olden day classics :P It's a really sad show on how much sorrow and pain a woman can take and yet be so strong.

The show reminds me of "Becoming Jane" which also left me with a bucket of tears. Oh ya, I cried like crazy also while reading the last few chapters of twilight.

Lastly, I painted my nails shimmering red. I wanted to paint them plum but I didn't have enough paint left. It still looks great :D Their's so long and shiny!!

Fear of blood

2008-12-20T11:32:00.008+08:00

Junior:
This morning baby and I changed Jr's bandaged. Most of the dried blood made the bandage stuck to his stitches. As we were changing it (ok, fine Godash was doing everything! I just cried and whimper like Jr) there were tears in Jr's eyes. I feel so sick after seeing the stitches and blood. I couldn't even see anything when I stood up. I felt like passing out. My heart was pumping as if it were going to pop out from my body! I'm such a scardy cat! Thank God for baby for being so strong and do everything for me despite my uselessness during the proceedure!

Lessons from Lok Lok:
Last night before I went to church for youth group, I went to buy bandages with kor at the pharmacy in ss15 then kor said, since we're so early, let's eat Lok Lok! hehe yummmm.. My fav is the sawi! Dipped with peanut sauce, chilli sauce and brown sauce! We also ate grilled oyster mushrooms! Too bad the Lok Lok man con our 70 cents which made me kinda angry. But kor said nvm because he said that in the bible, Do unto others as you would have others do unto you. [Matthew 7:120]. So if I want people to give me chance in life, I should give others chances. He also asked me how far can I go with 70 cents?

Rantings:
Last night, Kor taught us during youth. He's message was Christmas. Christmas, the season of HOPE. I was talking to kor recently about how irritated I am on Christmas being so commercialised by the world. We're supposed to remember that our Savior was born on that day and NOT need to get into the Christmas mood by decorating a tree, listening to songs about reindeers, dressing up as some fat guy in red and such. I'm not saying that we shouldn't do all this, its not my part to say but I just want people to know Christmas isn't about santa claus, trees, reindeers, shopping and all. It's to remember Jesus. Men will live forever more because of Christmas day. We even saw a santa wrestler in WWE named Santa Claas -.-

After youth, Godash and I went to pick up the movie tickets for IP Man that kor had ordered online. Turns out when we were at the counter, we realised that he accidently booked for Wednesday! Haha. So we had to wait for half an hour to the ticket bookings to be realesed! We played time crisis 3 in the arcade while waiting. Despite how much I know Godash doesn't like playing it, he still played it with me :D there was really irritating girl beside me playing with her bf, house of the dead. OMG she kept screaming beside my ear and help behind her gun. If only my gun was real. Grrr... After using up all our tokens, we went get our tickets but we were a minute too early! Luckily, he counter guy was nice and he said stay with him only la and chat. He's from USJ14, just came out and all. Haha. Eventually, we got the tickets, I nice seat too! In the middle! I can't understand why people would ever want to sit by side. Anyways, Adrian and kor came after their supper and we bought drinks and chips and got into the cinema.

Ip Man is awesome! The show so nice T_T The legend played by Donnie Yen who was the sifu to Bruce Lee, was really funny and very gentlemen. I love the part where we ask the people to close the door on their way out as the house was getting crowded! Hehe. I'm proud to say I didn't cry during this movie! Although my eyes were watery a few times and I did whimper alot. The fight scenes are really good! I felt so much pain when they fought. I'm felt quite pissed of the the Japanese military attacking China. For a minute, I felt proud to be a Chinese. I was always happy when people mistake me for being Japanese but at that moment, I didn't want to have anything of me related to them. They way they were potrayed in the film. Adrian was saying, surely it was much worst then what was on screen. But I guess, all wars are like that. They eat whales too ): but Chinese eat dogs and monkeys. Ah well.

Anyways, here are my two favourite photos that was taken for Christina's eco friendly fashion photo shoot! Tata for now!

P.S. I just found out Jr's ripped off his new bandaged -.- I'm waiting for kor to come back to help me.

My sick lil baby

2008-12-18T14:43:00.007+08:00

Junior has always been the naughtiest and nosiest baby I have but still I love him to death. He hurt his paw, has a cyst in his eye and a cut at it too. He's really mischievous. *sigh* I hope this will teach his a lesson on behaving. Breaks my heart to see him like this.

I dropped him off at the vet this morning with kor at 9.30am. I was like a paranoid mother, crying over lil Jr. Actually, he's 10 yrs old. But still my lil baby in my eyes. Went other to kor's intern office area, creative juice there to have breakfast. We ate fish paste noodles. Supposed to be fish head mee hoon. It was so yummy! Sour, chinese vine taste. At least i could stop worrying about Jr for a bit. Kor even listened to me talk about twilight non stop.

Came back home, wanted to sleep but was really just too worried to sleep and I was afraid that if i do fall asleep I wouldn't be able to wake up (was reading twilight till 4am, book 4 chap 16) pick Jr up as soon as he was out so surgery so I read twilight till the vet called me.

We reached the vet at 1pm. There was my baby lying on the vet's examination table. So sleepy like an angel. Such a rare sight! As soon as we arrived back home, I placed him down for the other two to see him, Jun licked his nose to greet him and Joey just looked at him. I could see they were very relieved to have him back but a lil worried. I'm really glad he's back home. I wanted him to wake up seeing and smelling a familar place and faces. He should be waking up later in the evening cause the vet said older dogs take longer time to wake up.

Was supposed to go fff with tracy to help out at the shelter. Shall go again another day. Sorry babe, for calling it off last minute T_T

Thank God for answering my prayer and keeping my baby safe.

Twilight update!

2008-12-16T05:00:00.002+08:00

Done with the 3rd book! Shall start on the 4th one when I wake up *grins*

Twilight <3

2008-12-15T12:13:00.011+08:00

I really love twilight :D Lydia kept taling about it when I fetched her back from her trip back from Ipoh at the LRT station and I was interested but wasn't too keen on reading books. Never really fancied reading.

BUT after watching the movie with Godash on my birthday, I realised TWILIGHT is BEAWESOME :P (okie i stole that from BOLT, that's a really good show too! I can't believe i broke into tears during the movie at a dramatic scene -.- never that let's talk twilight!)

It's a definitely must see and read! Lydia was right, the book's even more awesome than the movie. BUT I'm still glad i saw the movie 1st so I can picture them in my head while reading. I'm super obsessed! I read until the 3rd book 22th chapter in 4days. I can't stop and I don't think I'll ever want to :P

I'm so absorbed into the book that I sometimes feel like I'm Bella! So sometimes at night I get a bit scared and check my windows for victoria or the vultoris! haha what a nerd la me. It's just that the book is written like "I this", "I that" so I tot I was the "I". Haha okay okay I'm squealing like a obsessed teenage girl!

Futsal and Mandarin Classes:
Besides that, back to reality (which I find it hard to relate back after reading twilight so much), I went to watch Godash play futsal yesterday night just like how I always do before I had my finals. He scored! There were so many injuries last night! 1st was some new guy hurt his tight then Jon twisted his ankle again and then liang heng's unhealed wound burst open (luckily there were no vampires there :P) The cashier guy told me I'm cute and asked if I was Japanese or Chinese. haha. Anyways, I was talking to Robert about me wanting to learn mandarin and he went into a non stop conversation about how much he wants to as well because of his love for china :P So I'm supposed to check out how much are these mandarin classes and what time. Me, kor, robert and leonard. Don't think baby wants to. Asked him a few times.

Prank and Dota:
After football, we were driving off to FTZ for a friendly dota match with Haris's friends and that's when we was Jon's car at the traffic light! Godash drove right beside him with the doors almost touching and yet shaun and him didn't notice us! haha so I told Godash that his car doors are unlock, shall I pull them? Of course my partner in crime would say YES! Godash winded down my window and I reached out for Jon's door and pulled it! Haha they jumped back in schock! Luckily he doesn't like have pepper spray to aim at me or something. Haha. Anyways, it was nice to play Dota again! We won 1 round and they won 1 round. Godash didn't scold me this time :P I like it this way.

Outing with Daddy:
I went out with daddy after church for lunch and jalan-jalan. We went to Niuxezui or something like that. They place is really pretty but kinda empty. The toilet is really freaking though! We had to go downstairs and it was in the car park. It was pretty run down. Daddy waited for me outside cause it look to freaky to let me go alone. I saw the famous conceptual cafe "full house" there. Hong ling was there using her laptop. Talked to her abit. She's working there. After walking around, seeing all the interesting things they sell, we went over to petaling street. Bought sunglasses and shirts. The stupid bangladeshie said he'll give RM50 for a sunglass. Yesh, what a con job I just stared at him and walk off. Then he said Rm30 is his best price. What a con job. We went over to a sunglass shop owned by a old chinese couple and we bought two for RM40. Daddy got one, I got one :D

Oh well! Shall update my blog on my birthday party, kancil awards and cousin's visit really soon. But I don't think I can be away from twilight anymore!

P.S. please click on the nuffnang ads right on top of my blog on the right hand side yea? Thanks!

I have to just say this once more, Twilight is BEAWESOME :P

I shall sign off with a shot of my desktop!

What are best friends?

2008-11-24T18:51:00.007+08:00

The title best friends is so overrated. Nowadays, alot of people say stuff like you're my bestfriend and no matter what through thick and thin, i'll stand by your side no matter right or wrong, never judge you, always give you my shoulder to cry on, sisters forever and etc.

In my life, I've been disappointed by many people with the examples given above. But let me tell you about this one girl I know. Her name is Lydia :D

I met her in junior year during my early college days. We were so different in more ways then one but we still clicked! She and I would always be together in college and even when its not in college. People would ask me where's my lesbian partner when she wasn't around! Haha we were inseparable! When we went into different majors, we still kept in contact and met up every now and then.

Lydia has never judged me or turn away from me when I needed help. No matter how stupid or boring or terrible were the things I wanted to talk about, she'll listen to me and always give her feedback. I tell her everything and I know that it'll always be safe with her!

There was a time in my life when I was really upset and she was there with me through in all. She let me cry on her shoulder and give me hugs! Even though we both know that I've made a mistake, she never lectured me but instead cheers me up.

Bestfriends are people who actually carry out their duties and not just talk the talk but also walk the walk! It's not easy but that's what makes the title so special! You truly deserve it, Lydia!

I thank God for you :D

I'm proud to say, she is truly one of my besties and my lil sister! ( and at times, my big sister too! hehe) *hugs*

p.s. all the best for your finals!

Shopping Spreeeeeeeeeeeeee!

2008-11-18T03:32:00.002+08:00

Haha so far I've order 2 dresses and boots online! Which makes it my 6th online item purchase in a month! *drools* I can't wait to get them!! Should be recieving them on tuesday but the boots will take about a month plus to arrive cause it's from a pre-order.

Lydia has joined me in this spree! Muahaha! She bought 3 tops. Birds of the same feathers, flock together :D

Dota :P

2008-11-12T21:22:00.006+08:00

I just came back from dota and dinner. Double D's! Haha was going home early cause I got to critique first today! Then Godash called and ask me to come play dota at USJ2 with him and Ah Sam they all. Usually I don't really like drafting with him cause it gets very "chi kek". Cause of the expectation level. I'm just a lil noob trying her best T_T Thank God it was just -sd games!

Ate delicious wah tan hor from the side coffee shop :D yummy and not reasonably priced. RM5!

Been playing so much dota lately! Usually, I'd only play during the weekends. But then every since baby resigned from his job, we've been tempted by Vex to go play! Played two rounds (so ngam both rounds oso traxex) on tuesday at ftz den today oso played (veno,kotl,storm).

Nevertheless I enjoyed all it! I think I played pretty well *bigsmiles* Won all the games this week!

Anyways, on my not so nerdy side, I'm very happy to say all that my selected movie's campaign has been approved. Last week Kins rejected all my X-Men's idea *emo* Thank God for kor kor! I seriously love to brainstorm with him! There is no other person I rather do my creative thinking with! *hugshugs*

Gonna sleep in a bit then wake up to do my publication work. Thank God, I'm finally on the right track! At first, my design was just kept being rejected but now it's coming along just fine :D

Doing some online shopping!

Nites nites!

I'm A Shopperholic

2008-11-09T21:47:00.006+08:00

Okay okay I admit that I have a compulsive shopping disorder. I bought more clothes and shoes for this month. I spend about RM50 a week on this disorder of mine. It makes me so happy when I buy stuff. Like an adrenalin rush! I tried to resist! But then Rachel Goh told me that 3k is hosting the absolute bazaar therefore i went and bought a tube and a dress! Bought new shoes today at pyramid too. Brown crocodile textured flats.

I really like the tube. Its dark green in colour. Wanted to get black and white but it was quite expensive. RM40! Ended up, I found out that the shop belongs to Terrence's church mate.

Anyways, Baby and I went to have dinner and watch Manchester United's game at the food court after saturday church practice but they lost to arsenal ): how sad wei. I wore my scarf and was all happiness and gong ho. Rooney T_T my favourite, was such a let down. But the interesting part was the lil kid who came in and scored! I guess you can learn lessons of life in football as well! He was really good. When everyone was walking, he was running everywhere! Can feel the motivation and high spiritness! Godash blames my poor lil innocent scarf!

Jacky and Serah came during the half time to watch with us. She showed me her hair. It was so much better then the last time i saw it. She did relaxing on her hair, its supposed to be like the new rebonding. RM500 for hers. If i do it should cost around RM700 T_T *sigh*I wantttt.... Her hair looked like virgin hair lor. So maybe I can keep my hair colour since everyone was so against my idea of going brunette.

My birthday's coming soon! Lydia bought me an early present! But she said I can have it early but can't open it! The tortures T_T

I been trying to find a ladies jersey for Manchester United but can't find. Everywhere no stock or don't carry. Sexist world! So tempted to buy pirated ones or the kids one.

Lastly, my laptops lagging T_T I need more rams for my stewpid adobe work and games! Should start saving money for it. At least this one's important compares to my disorder ):

I'm signing off with this beautiful picture :P

p.s. to all the SPM readers (if there are any) all the best and good luck on Tuesday :D

The Big Blue Sky

2008-11-08T01:52:00.006+08:00

I went for my Publication class on Thursday and left early because I got to critique first! Went there at 1.50 pm but even though I was so early, Hafiz, Hanis and Fei Lin was already there O.O but they were nice enough to let me go 1st.

Thank God, Jamie likes what I've done so far! Was really depressed week after week of showing her and getting my designs rejected. Been in quite a depressing spree due to my creativity/designer block.

Anyways, went to find Godash and later he went to play futsall with Jonathan and some friends at the big field near his house. Ended they ffk so baby and Jon just practiced some passing and skills.

I sat on the bench and lied down. Just doing nothing and seeing them play under the big blue sky. Felt really calm and happy :D

Here are some photos to help you imagine what I felt!

Anyways, I shall sign off with another random picture. Gotta end there because I just found out tonight that I have to go church at 9am for a wedding in church. Audio visual duties calls!

p.s. It isn't the 1st time that 2 black myvis have parked with my lil black one! haha :D

Oh ya! I bought my Manchester United scarf already!!! Gonna wear it for tonight's game :D

UNISA Night

2008-11-01T06:40:00.011+08:00

Godash performed at a college event and I photographed on Halloween! (which is today ops.. I mean yesterday night, can't sleep again -.-)

I'll let the pictures do the talking :P

Your beautiful host shall sign off with this beautiful photo :P

p.s. I really got called up first, to conduct the dreamweaver revision tutorial to the class today -.-

Our song

2008-10-31T10:02:00.010+08:00

Yesterday, as I was driving to class, I turned on the radio and usually it's playing the same CD I listen to everyday, Hillsongs :P

But it was on radio, and our song came up. I can still remember how much I could relate to song as if everyone was against us. Anyways, back to the story!! Just as I tuned in. Akon's Nobody Wants To See Us Together. How ironic. Haha.

Anyways, I was walking with my babies in the evening yesterday, and there was this kangaroo courier service van that drove passed me and there was two guys in it. The passenger seat guy tried to get my attention but i ignored, then as the drove off, the driver showed his middle finger to me -.- seriously, how charming are Malaysian guys. I only met let's see...... about 2 gentlemen in my life? around there la! I doubt they're anymore!

Had dinner at pizza hut in Subang Parade with Daddy yesterday. Shared a medium tom yam crunchy crust pizza *drools* and then had spaghetti each. Not bad. The waitress kept speaking English to us but she was struggling so I spoke in Malay then she was stunned and said, "oh, awak bukan orang jepun ka? Saya ingat awak tak boleh cakap BM." haha. Should had done my Starbucks Japanese impersonation stunt again but C Mui my partner in crime wasn't there to pull it off with me la :P

Same thing happened at the fish spa. They keep asking if I'm Japanese. I kept telling them I'm chinese. I don't know it its a good thing. Quite pissed at them for killing the whales and dolphins T_T

Anyways, gotta study for my dreamweaver class later. Chong's going to call up people randomly and ask them to demonstrate whatever questions he ask. I hope I don't get called ): I'm seriously a real noob in dreamweaver!

Signing off with another random picture of mine :P

p.s. My online shopping spree kimono inspired top, green floral tube and pink dress has arrived :P *drools*

fishy fishy spa <3

2008-10-29T03:14:00.004+08:00

I went to a fish spa in ss15 with mummy yesterday. Its called feed and flirt. The place is really nice and has really nice waiters and owners. Brother and sister team.

They serve food, sell clothes and do fish spa too! There's actually a place for u to eat with a table to put your food and underneath are the fishes eating your dead cells.

I sat behind with mummy with big comfy pillows for more than half an hour. They didn't ask us to leave. It was really ticklish at 1st and I couldn't stop giggling and screaming!

But i got used to it after awhile. The fishes really like my moles -.- The big fishes are scary and voilent. Mum and I keep shoo-ing them away!

I ate a brownie, drank some really nice tea (mum bought some sachets) and bought a blouse too!
Mum had cappuccino cake and tea.

Became a member there, so i get 10% everything I do there next time.

The 30mins fish spa is RM20 for students and RM30 for adults.

Bangs! <3

2008-10-27T00:40:00.007+08:00

Ta dahhhhhh!!! my awesome new bangs! I like them very much. When i first had them, I was a bit shocked but they're starting to grow on me. hehe no pun intended :P

So far, I've only received one bad comment from darren -.-

I guess I made the right choice!

And best of all, baby likes it :P as far as I know as when I ask him repeatably if i look nice and he just says "nice." haha. He said its like having a new gf!

Please bare with the make up and photoshop-less photos >_< too lazy to do either. Look at the hair people! not the "TOA Trademark skin". haha.

p.s. I bought more clothes from lowyat forum again :P such an addict. This time its a kimono butterfly sleeves with a ribbon sash top! *drools* getting it on thrus! Ohhh I can't wait! I'm such an online shopping addict! Someone stop me! T_T

I wanna dye my hair black!

2008-10-23T17:14:00.007+08:00

My hair is dying T_T it screams "just kill me" everyday. Therefore I'm going to dye it black so I can give it a break to recover from all the abuse and torture it has been through!

At the same time, I wanna cut bangs too :P

Adding on to that, which is not relevant to my hair issue! This is my slide design that I did for last week's youth sunday! Each song has their own slide designs. I feel its so pretty! <3

Signing off with more random photos :P

RBC Event

2008-10-20T23:57:00.008+08:00

I went ushering for an opening of a new company, RBC in cyberjaya with tracy and julianna.

My task was to hold the tray for ribbon cutting and awards giving.

We were divided by what our uniforms. So cheongsams was at the stage area, baju kebaya at the front desk + entrance, sari elevators and guys car park.

My tummy was grumbling and grumbling as I could only see the guest eat T_T then after the event, I was told I can eat it! Muahaha went crazy and ate until my tummy hurt :P

Got paid, ate alots of good food, got a digital image + clock and best of all, made tons of new friends :D

C Mui friend's friend got me the job.

Add me back on msn!

2008-10-11T15:33:00.004+08:00

So far I've only got 3 people on it after since it was hacked.

fernfern01@hotmail.com

thanks!

I lost my brother's laptop today

2008-10-06T22:17:00.002+08:00

sigh.. what a stupid thing of me to do.

I lost his laptop cause of my stupidity and careless.
Seriously, feeling like an idiot, moron, imbecile now.

Thank God, that Kor and Daddy didn't scold me or even lecture me.
All they did was comfort me and made me feel better.

Still I feel so bad and guilty.

My new thumbdrive

2008-10-05T23:38:00.003+08:00

Presenting my new 8GB titanium thumbdrive!

ta dahhhh!
(its silver. photo was taken with yellow lighting)

and a random pic of my golden heart shaped necklace which I'm absolutely crazy about!

Butterfly Award

2008-10-05T23:06:00.003+08:00

Kae Lynn awarded me this in her blog. So sweet of her! I never thought my blog was cool enough to be awarded *blush*

This is the 1st time I've ever been tagged or replied a tag.

(I'm supposed to pass this award down to 10 people whose blogs i read the most-in alphabetical order)

Aya
C Mui
Erin
Joshua Lim
Lydia
Nina
Rachel Goh
Ryan Liang
Kae Lynn
Tracy Malthew

These are just a few blogs that I read time to time and feel that they're cool :P

My account has been hacked into ):

2008-10-05T21:46:00.003+08:00

All my msn and email contacts has been blocked and deleted.
Now the hacker is using my account to send out spam saying I'm selling cheap IT stuff.
Please do not open them.

*sigh*

I've tried adding people back into my msn but it doesn't work. So i'll be creating a new account using my alternative email,

limfernfern@yahoo.com

Will post up when its ready.

thanks :D

Baby Performing at Laundry Bar

2008-09-28T22:16:00.014+08:00

I was supposed to post this ages ago! Sorry I took so long ):

Composer, Vocalist & Lead Guitarist - Zack Tay Yee Ming
Bassist - Baby
Drummer - Darren

Pictures:

Videos:

My New Laptop

2008-09-28T20:53:00.008+08:00

Daddy bought me a new laptop because my dekstop downstairs is kinda faulty. Baby & I went laptop hunting at digital mall on saturday to find a suitable one for me within my 2k budget.

I'm so happy with it :D

It is an Acer laptop, same brand as kor kor's laptop and we keep them side by side!

Aspire 4530
2 GB (added rm50 for 1GB)
AMD Turion (tm) X2 Dual-Core Mobile 2.10 GHz
32-bit Operating System
Webcam, bluetooth & etc
With Windows vista
Free bag and all

RM2200

I love it so much :D

Thanks baby for hunting it for me & daddy for buying it for me!

A Lazy Afternoon

2008-09-28T20:27:00.017+08:00

After church, daddy took me out for lunch at ss2 to eat really awesome a french toast then went out and buy some programs for my new lap top (see next post).

Had fun spending time with daddy. Reminded me of the good old days when I'll follow him everywhere! Will post about that another day :D So stay tuned for it!

Anyways when I came back, I groomed my babies and they were sitting in formation of a diagonal line when I was done but just when I got my camera to snap them, they moved.

So what the heck. I just snapped away! They're so lazy during the day but by night they become like sugar high doggies!

Here are the pics :D enjoy!

My little princess,

In my eyes, he'll always be my little baby boy,

My little rascal,

By our powers combined...

Lust

2008-09-27T02:59:00.005+08:00

I really want this blouse ):

but why does it have to be so expensive. I've seen this before but didn't buy it then and when I wanted it no one was selling. Now there is a girl selling it but for such a high price.

RM 69 + RM 7 = RM76

Should i get it? T^T

I really like the green one. Black okay too. White's also alright.

Yes yes, I'm doing my online shopping again to relief stress. Lame excuse for not doing my work but I'm just so worn out and sucked dry on ideas and inspiration.

I went pyramid to shop after class to shop by myself too. Finally bought my golden locket necklace, plastic curlers (which I'm using at this very moment) and a really nice pair of fake eyelashes. Shall try them on and cam whore tomorrow and then post it up :P

My Rantings

2008-09-25T22:00:00.016+08:00

I was supposed to go out with Rach, Carrere & Tracy to Euphoria tonight but I'm stuck at home with period cramps -.-

Sigh.. Life just really smacks you when your down.

This morning, my blouse that I ordered online was delivered to my house but I couldn't come down fast enough to collect it so I missed it. *haihz* they're sending again tomorrow morning. So I'll be sleeping in the hall to make sure I'd catch the delivery guy this time.

Plus, I wanted to wear my new white skirt and black off shoulder top that I bought to church this sunday so I can match it with my new orange sling black and as I got the whole outfit planned, I'd just had to be bleeding this week therefore no new outfit this week for me -.-

Arghhh...

Assignments + Cramps = Chaos

At least I had a really nice dinner today with my family and baby at Bee Hoon's steamboat and yesterday, kor kor cheered me up by listening to my problems and comforting me as I cried to him about assignments and the stress I'm going through.

Thank God for such a caring brother. When I felt better, he then showed me the ninja cat and I showed him the batman and joker interrogation video that Pheonix and Sapphire talked about in class. Both of them are so darn funny!

Sadly, I have no idea how to upload videos therefore I'd just put the links out for you then you can watch in on youtube. Sorry!

Ninja cat comes closer while not moving!

joker interrogation scene spoof

Today in college, I had to wait for my turn to get critiqued and ended up I was last so i was stuck in the "freezer" (super strong air-con) with my tummy killing me and it was already 6.15pm and still 10 more people ahead of me so I'm just going to email the lecturer my concepts. Ate 3 panadols in the process due to the pain.

I sketched this to take my mind of the pain while waiting for my turn. Enjoy :D

I went guardian with Tracy after class cause she wanted to buy some anti animal testing shampoo (my animal lover buddy) and I saw some plastic curlers on sale. Might buy them. I miss my curly hair ): I'm planning to ask PL to help cut my fringe but can't seem to contact her.

I'm going to a laptop warehouse tommorrow before class with baby tomorrow as daddy said he'll buy one for me. Hope we'll find a good cheap one!

That's all for now. Gotta start on my assigments ):

Sigh

2008-09-24T23:45:00.005+08:00

I have so many things I want to blog about but I don't have the time and energy. I feel so so so so stressed. For one of my assignments I have to enter the kancil awards. The level of creative thinking everyday is melting my brain. *screamssss*

I just feel like I want to snap. I can't stop thinking about all my assignments, I'm tired. I'm so worn out. My thoughts are just running in circles.

Why can't I just be swept away by my prince charming and hide from it all.

ARGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

2008-09-17T16:17:00.007+08:00

Baby went to lowyat "music" forum and there was this people asking if anyone wants to jam. So he agreed and join them as a bassist.

The said Paramore cover so okay, Godash practiced just this morning and was kinda worried that they're really good and tembak him.

The rhythm guitarist picked us up as he stays in ss2. So went together. He's a nice guy. He told us that he can't play very well and was very humble. His rhythm was not bad plus his a Man U fan!

When we reached taman bahagia, we got lost for awhile then we eventually found the well hidden + run down + firery furnace "studio" with a staff that knows nuts about music or instruments.

We have lunch first will waiting for everyone to come.

That's where we met that miniature lala chai monkey that claims to know how to play the lead guitar. Supposed a drums, guitar and violin instructor. OooooOoOo you expect someone with that qualification to be superb but he not only plays horribly, he shows off and practically wanted to bite the drummer's head off for not knowing his parts and played the drums to show him how it was done but his timing is even worst then the noob drummer.

My goodness, he jumps around the super small and cramped studio with the guitar he borrowed from them like a MONKEY dying for attention! HELLOOOOO, learn how to play the stupid guitar before trying to show off your baboon side. He blasted his amp extremely loud. I thought my ears were going to bleed (I was already wearing a muffler on my head).

The worst part is, after the whole session, they wanted to yam cha again (urghh) then the monkey said "you know guys, when i said sound check, I don't mean check if your instrument's okay, I actually mean check your volume". ARGHHHHHHHHHHHHH!! how could he said that???!!! His volume was soooo high, I heard ringing sounds in my ears. My ears are still hurting despite an hour has passed. Stupid monkey.

Next, the vocalist is not a vocalist! CON JOB! She can't sing at all. The pitching is 100% off and her voice projection, timing, everything was nonexistent. I can't sing, but I definitely know I'll beat her with my singing hands down. Fine she wore braces, but that doesn't count for the pitching and timing according to Godash.

Next, the drummer was a bling bling fellar. He has two big rubies on each of his ears and 2 or 3 thick gold and silver chains around his neck. He obviously did not even try to practice and listen to the songs and asked to give him signal for the transitions. Adding on to that, he claims that his friend from high school owns the studio (also has a branch in Shah Alam just for Siti Nur Haliza's band to practice and crash) and kept going on and on about his friend the owner's tuning and all is really good but when he was asked for the number or any question about the studio, he said "ahh, you go online can try message him la". Good friends huh?

The lead guitarist brought along his college mate an emo metal wanna be guy. He was the nicest and most talented among the 3 monkey I guess. He asked whoever's amp is too loud to lower it and he tells you when you're playing two fast expect he hates punk especially Paramore. Metallica all the way for the emo dude. An interior design student and the monkey's an Multi Media student.

Monkey and emo boy asked if Godash wants to join their metal band. I hope he says he won't. I seriously cannot bare to even look at his posers.

Godash said he wasted his time practicing for an hour for nuts.

Good riddance.

Never want to see them again. Small poser kids. Can't believed I wasted my day listening to them.

Yes, I'm extremely annoyed.

Miracle Parking & Shopperholic Disorder

2008-09-16T21:42:00.015+08:00

I purposely left for college early this evening so I could get a good parking spot since I have night class, 7-9 and didn't want risk my life walking to the housing area alone in the dark.

I drove in circles and just kept praying to God for one. I have no idea why parking was so rare and extinct in Sunway -.-

After all my effort, I decided to give up before I end up late for class.

As I was turning into the alley, I saw a lady walking to her car about to reverse out! But to my horror, the car in front of me had just enough space to reverse and take it!! NooOOOoOOoO...

But suddenly, the car behind the lady's car got out too! So I had a parking as well!

The parking wasn't the only miracle, but the fact that it was so close to college! Just at the alley. 30 seconds walk to the main block. Thank God :D

Here's my wonderful parking! (beside of "Face to Face" restaurant)

Next I went on lowyat to check if anyone has replied to my topic on lowyat as I want to buy a Man U scarf then I somehow landed in "stuff for the ladies" side :P and saw things that I like and want again!

And I specifically love this pair of boots!!

But this one is a bit expensive so I'll have to consider again if I really need it. Of course want is 100% there. Hehe its rm85 not including postage fees and its a pre order ): lydia says its quite a good deal though. Such a tough decision T^T

from:
http://www.sweetzsho3z.blogspot.com/

and I've wanted this pair of wedges for quite sometime too but still out of stock T^T RM69 excluding postage fees. *sigh*

from:
http://forum.lowyat.net/topic/777463

Plus, I still wanna buy my Manchester United scarf that looks like either one of the designs below. Hopefully someone has it and wants to sell it to me or that I can find it somewhere! Broke broke ):

Serving Him

2008-09-15T19:29:00.007+08:00

Recently, my church's music director went out with me for lunch and said God told her that there's alot of hate and misunderstanding that people feel for me. So she adviced me to reconcile with these people and ask for forgiveness.

After much contemplating, I emailed an old friend whom I've fought with and lost contact, asking for forgiveness. I was actually quite worried and scared as I know this kind of this can go haywire but thank God, everything went well and we're friends again as she accepted my apology.

I'm glad with the way things turn out, I was actually so freaked out that I thought until the extreme point of leaving the worship ministry or change church as I couldn't fulfill what God has asked of me.

Last saturday, I volunteered to teach the less fortunate children in the morning. I had two standard 3 students and a standard 6 helper. Taught the two, maths and english then the other one BM. Will most probably teach again this saturday! I hope to make it a weekly commitment! They call me teacher! Hehe they're so cute! Have done this before with Aunty when I was 14 years old I think. She brought me along to teach English when I stayed with her.

I'm proud to say that I'm one step closer to being a better child of His :D

A Lazy Afternoon, Football & A Weird Dream

2008-09-15T15:42:00.007+08:00

Had a heavy lunch with baby nearby his office. Feeling so sluggish now. Was waiting for kor to come back so we can go to the bank and run some errands for mum. But its almost 4pm and the bank will close by then. Another day then.

I have lots of things to write and pictures to post but I'll just do it another day :P

Too lazy. Must start my assigments soon though. Maybe after the nap I'm gonna take right after this.

I wore red for Saturday night's match T^T I didn't know Man U was away. I looked like a Liverpool fan and blended it with them. Asia cafe has lots of them. Too bad we lost ): nevermind we'll wait till Man U's home! Still got hope!!

Had a weird dream yesterday, about cannibalism and serial killings. Freaked me out as this is not the 1st time I've had this kind of dreams. Some people believe that what you dream are your inner desires or whatever you thought of last before sleeping according to kor. I definately didn't think of it before is slept so.... I have a deep longing desire to kill and eat people? O.o

Camwhored in my room after lunch! Will continue another time when i'm not so dead.

P.S. I want to buy a Man U scarf! Anyone selling or knows where to get it? thanks!

College Starts

2008-09-11T16:08:00.007+08:00

Classes on Tuesday to Friday. *sigh* Had so much fun during the hols! Shopped and slept alot! Not forgetting the major highlight of the holiday, I packed up my room!! Still kinda messy but its much better. Folded all my clothes and threw away my form 3 books (ya it has been ages since I packed my room up). Feels so neat and tidy now! Really satisfed and proud of myself!

At least my classes are all in the afternoon or night so can still DOTA or watch "House"! and no more saturday morning classes!!!! *yays* Some subjects seem interesting. I had publishing class today and the project given was to revamp a whole magazine of your choice. So I'll most probably be choosing a fashion mag.

I was late for class today though. Some renovation people put their big bin in the middle of the road so I had to reverse all the way to the other end to exit. The trucker who handles it scolded me for scolding him -.- yeshhh. Said it wasn't his fault. Then whose? Mine meh? Then to top it off, there was no parking today. had to park wayyyyyy at the end to walk in the scorching humid weather of ours to class. Ran up the college stairs like a mad woman. I saw many people giving the stoned stare as I raced up. Haha. What a day. At least class ended early and camwhored with the girls for awhile before returning home.

Took my babies for their annual check up and vaccination with kor this morning. They were so hyper and I brought them one by one so when it was about Jun's turn to go in the exam room, she panicked and got up on her two feet and put the her feet on my brother's lap and looked at him then the exit then back to him, begging him to let her escape. So cute! She stared at the Vet as he took a new needle until the every end. Should hear her shiver against the metal table. Just like her owner :P the other two were fine. They're all time back to their hyper selves again in the garden. Just threw away some plants that they dug out when i was in class -.-

Mum bought me a golden hangbag for college to match my shoes and dyed my hair roots for me which I received a few compliments for them :D Have been using it for college. Big and nice for stuff in all my junk (no wonder why I hunch -.-) The dye blended in so well too! I guess those London Vida Sassoon classes paid off. haha! She buys me lots of cool stuff. You can see in the background of the photo, she bought me those headless vintage doll jewelry hanger without me even asking. I love her very much but we keep arguing even from young. Still working on that though.

I've attached two pictures below showing what my mum did to my brother's and I's stuff toy bunnies in the music/study room. evil but cute >_<

8 Ways To Lighten The School Bag

2008-09-08T15:47:00.012+08:00

Baby & I went to see his friend, Kelvin Wong act in a local play at KL Pac, on 4th of this month. It was interesting as it made you think about the education system and brought back some memories how the "good old days". At the end of the play, you're supposed go back and ponder about the ways to lighten your school bag as it was not spoon fed to the audience. It was fun and witty.

After the play, we went for supper (1st time i ate apam/apem, it tastes sooo good!) with Kelvin and he asked if I would like to join his class as he is teaching acting 101. He said I have the theater face. hehe *blush* lil old me. hahaha anyways I'm quite interested to join with kor but I'm not sure if i'll have the time as college starts TOMORROW :( sadness.

Anyways, went out with baby for lunch then we drop a letter to his college. Was looking at clothes online again. I'm so addicted. Now I'm just waiting mummy to dye my roots. Cam whored just now since I has been ages since I did so :P the pic is posted below.

Lastly, here's the very vain me :P

My babies

2008-09-04T03:30:00.004+08:00

Joey, Jr & Jun are having so many medical complications. It really burdens my heart that I can't help but feel so sad and helpless.

They have fungal growth, cyst and just today I say some bubble with pus on Joey and Junior after bathing them.

Brought them to the vet and spent so much money on medication and stuff needed to treat their problems. They now have to be bathed with a medicated shampoo every week with warm water and let it soak in for about 15mins.

Its just all so tiring. *sigh* I just want my children to get well.

My love from them is unexplainable. I really treasure them and there's nothing in this world that can replace them or make me ever stop loving them.

I keep praying, asking God to bless and heal them from top to bottom. I trust you God, that you're mighty to save.

Updated portfolio

2008-08-26T03:52:00.005+08:00

This is one of my artworks that I've uploaded to my online portfolio.

Check it out yea?

fernfern.carbonmade.com

A Hero

2008-08-25T14:40:00.000+08:00

The dog took care of a baby as if it was her own as the baby was abandoned by his mother, a 14years old girl.

What more does the world need to have a reason to be nice to them?

Humans clearly do not care for their own kind enough and so as to dogs, but dogs cares for both of the species!

Dogs ftw! :D

ref:

http://edition.cnn.com/2008/WORLD/americas/08/22/argentina.dog.tale/index.html

New layout

2008-08-21T03:52:00.000+08:00

Hi everyone!

I've changed the layout of my blog to make it easier for my readers to read without straining your eyes as much as before!

As I realised the pervious layout design hurts the eyes after reading for quite some time.

Hope you all will enjoy it the new look and continue reading :D

p.s. pls drop some comment or say something in my chatbox so I know who's reading my blog.

thanks!

Good night!

Sanguine & ESFJ

2008-08-19T16:34:00.001+08:00

Ever sinced May Ann my copywritting lecturer gave my class the personality test, I'm been addicted to it! I got to understand myself better.

Primarly I'm a sanguine but my secondary personalities which shows when I'm under pressure and strees I become a choleric & phlegmatic (both with the same score).

later I took a more detailed test which Joanna sent to me which shows I'm an ESFJ.

Strengths of a Sanguine

The Extrovert The Talker The Optimist

The Sanguine's Emotions
Appealing personality
Talkative, Storyteller
Life of the Party
Good sense of humor
Memory for color
Physically holds on to listener
Emotional and demonstrative
Enthusiastic and expressive
Cheerful and bubbling over
Curious
Good on stage
Wide-eyed and innocent
Lives in the present
Changeable disposition
Sincere at heart
Always a child

The Sanguine As A Parent
Makes Home Fun
Is liked by children's friends
Turns disaster into humor
Is the circus master

The Sanguine At Work
Volunteers for Jobs
thinks up new activities
Looks great on the Surface
Creative and colorful
Has energy and enthusiasm
Starts in a flashy way
Inspires others to join
charms others to work

The Sanguine As a Friend
Makes friends easily
Loves People
Thrives on compliments
Seems exciting
envied by others
Doesn't hold grudges
apologizes quickly
Prevents dull moments
Likes spontaneous activities

Famous Sanguines
Bill Clinton
Robin Williams
Kelly Ripa
Richard Simmons

ref:
http://www.oneishy.com/personality/sanguine_strengths.php
http://hubpages.com/hub/Free-Personality-Tests

ESFJ - THE CAREGIVER (THE PROVIDER)

ESFJs direct their energy towards the outer world of actions and spoken words. They seek to build harmony in personal relationships, engendering team spirit and being an encouragement to others. They like dealing with people, and organise life on a personal basis.

What makes an ESFJ tick?
The Dominant function is the judging one of Feeling. Characteristics associated with this function include:

1. Makes decisions on the basis of personal values
2. Is appreciative and accepting of people - enjoying company and seeking harmony
3. Assesses the impact of decisions on others, being sympathetic or compassionate
4. Takes a personal approach

The judging Feeling function is extraverted. That is, Feeling is used primarily to govern the outer world of actions and spoken words. The ESFJ will therefore:

1. seek stable, harmonious relationships
2. end to adapt to the environment, taking on board those values that are held as important by a friends and family, or society as a whole
3. express the appreciation that is felt towards others
4. tend to consider others' feelings before his/her own
5. be sensitive to praise and criticism, and seek to conform to others' reasonable expectations

The Feeling function is primarily supported by introverted Sensing perception, That is, Sensing perception is used primarily to manage the inner world of thoughts and emotions. This will modify the way that the Feeling is directed, by:

1. focusing the (outer world) Feeling on current relationships and people, e.g.: through social events and fact-based conversation
2. finding practical ways to be of service to people
3. viewing people subjectively, observing facts that support harmonious relationships
The classic temperament of an ESFJ is Epimethean, or Melancholic, for whom a basic driving force is duty, service and the desire to belong.

Contributions to the team of an ESFJ
In a team environment, the ESFJ can contribute by:

1. working hard and efficiently to complete tasks by the deadlines set
2. ensuring that everyone in the team feels valued, and that their needs are met
3. maintaining good relationships, and building team spirit, often through enthusiastic organisation of social activities
4. keeping the team informed, asking for contributions from all members, and seeking to arrive at consensus decisions
5. maintaining respect for established hierarchies and traditions
6. striving to ensure that people are happy with the service provided

The potential ways in which an ESFJ can irritate others include:

1. talking too much
2. assuming they know the needs of others
3. avoiding conflict, and not giving criticism when it is needed
4. not paying attention to their own needs
5. not seeing the wood for the trees
6. being reluctant to try out new things or work towards new possibilities

Personal Growth

As with all types, the ESFJ can achieve personal growth by developing all functions that are not fully developed, through actions such as:

1. learning to observe and accept the negative aspects of those people they admire
2. trying to view people in a more independent and objective way
3. pausing and thinking, encouraging others to articulate their own needs, and using active listening to verify understanding
4. undertaking a critical appraisal of a situation or person, and expressing disagreement or 5. criticism when it could be of value to the recipient
5. establishing a list of the ESFJ's personal needs, and ensuring they are met - recognising that there are ways in which the ESFJ and others can have both sets of needs met
6. establishing a long term goal, working towards it, but being prepared to modify it in the light of experience and developing circumstances
7. listing options and undertaking a formal process of evaluation against criteria, including a cost benefit analysis

Recognising Stress
As stress increases, 'learned behaviour' tends to give way to the natural style, so the ESFJ will behave more according to type when under greater stress. For example, in a crisis, the ESFJ might:

1. work hard to complete pre-defined tasks
2. express appreciation for everyone else's efforts
3. fail to recognise the need for change
4. neglect their own needs whilst being concerned for others

Under extreme stress, fatigue or illness, the ESFJ's shadow may appear - a negative form of INTP. Example characteristics are:

1. being very critical and finding fault with almost everything
2. having a pessimistic view of the future
3. suggesting ideas that are quite impractical
4. ignoring others' feelings

The shadow is part of the unconscious that is often visible to others, onto whom the shadow is projected. The ESFJ may therefore readily see these faults in others without recognising it in him/her self.

ref:
http://www.teamtechnology.co.uk/myers-briggs/esfj.htm

Interested in taking the test to get to know yourself better?

Here are the links. Enjoy :D
http://www.oneishy.com/personality/personality_test.php

and the more detailed one:
http://www.humanmetrics.com/cgi-win/JTypes2.asp

Faith

2008-08-19T15:56:00.000+08:00

Godash sent this to my mail today. It's realy interesting :D enjoy!

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An atheist professor of philosophy speaks to his class on the problem science has with God, The Almighty.
He asks one of his new students to stand and.....

Prof: So you believe in God?
Student: Absolutely, sir.

Prof: Is God good?
Student: Sure.

Prof: Is God all-powerful?
Student: Yes.

Prof: My brother died of cancer even though he prayed to God to heal him. Most of us would attempt to help others who are ill. But God didn't. How is this God good then? Hmm?
Student: (Student is silent.)

Prof: You can't answer, can you? Let's start again, young fella. Is God good?
Student: Yes.

Prof: Is Satan good?
Student: No.

Prof: Where does Satan come from?
Student: From...God...

Prof: That's right. Tell me son, is there evil in this world?
Student: Yes.

Prof: Evil is everywhere, isn't it? And God did make everything. Correct?
Student: Yes.

Prof: So who created evil?
Student: (Student does not answer.)

Prof: Is there sickness? Immorality? Hatred? Ugliness? All these terrible things exist in the world, don't they?
Student: Yes, sir.

Prof: So, who created them?
Student: (Student has no answer.)

Prof: Science says you have 5 senses you use to identify and observe the world around you. Tell me, son...Have you ever seen God?
Student: No, sir.

Prof: Tell us if you have ever heard your God?
Student: No , sir.

Prof: Have you ever felt your God, tasted your God, smelt your God? Have you ever had any sensory perception of God for that matter?
Student: No, sir. I'm afraid I haven't.

Prof: Yet you still believe in Him?
Student: Yes.

Prof: According to empirical, testable, demonstrable protocol, science says your GOD doesn't exist. What do you say to that, son?
Student: Nothing. I only have my faith.

Prof: Yes. Faith. And that is the problem science has.

Student: Professor, is there such a thing as heat?
Prof: Yes.

Student: And is there such a thing as cold?
Prof: Yes.

Student: No sir. There isn't. (The lecture theatre becomes very quiet with this turn of events.)

Sir, you can have lots of heat, even more heat, superheat, mega heat, white heat, a little heat or no heat. But we don't have anything called cold.
We can hit 458 degrees below zero which is no heat, but we can't go any further after that.
There is no such thing as cold. Cold is only a word we use to describe the absence of heat.
We cannot measure cold. Heat is energy. Cold is not the opposite of heat, sir, just the absence of it.
(There is pin-drop silence in the lecture theatre.)

Student: What about darkness, Professor? Is there such a thing as darkness?
Prof: Yes. What is night if there isn't darkness?

Student: You're wrong again, sir. Darkness is the absence of something.
You can have low light, normal light, bright light, flashing light....But if you have no light constantly, you have nothing and it's called darkness, isn't it?
In reality, darkness isn't exist. If it were, you would be able to make darkness darker, wouldn't you?
Prof: So what is the point you are making, young man?

Student: Sir, my point is your philosophical premise is flawed.
Prof: Flawed? Can you explain how?

Student: Sir, you are working on the premise of duality. You argue there is life and then there is death, a good God and a bad God.
You are viewing the concept of God as something finite, something we can measure.
Sir, science can't even explain a thought. It uses electricity and magnetism, but has never seen, much less fully understood either one.
To view death as the opposite of life is to be ignorant of the fact that death cannot exist as a substantive thing.
Death is not the opposite of life: just the absence of it.
Now tell me, Professor.
Do you teach your students that they evolved from a monkey?
Prof: If you are referring to the natural evolutionary process, yes, of course, I do.

Student: Have you ever observed evolution with your own eyes, sir?
Prof: (The Professor shakes his head with a smile, beginning to realize where the argument is going.)

Student: Since no one has ever observed the process of evolution at work and cannot even prove that this process is an on-going endeavour, are you not teaching your opinion, sir?
Are you not a scientist but a preacher?
Prof: (The class is in uproar.)

Student: Is there anyone in the class who has ever seen the Professor's brain?
Prof: (The class breaks out into laughter.)

Student: Is there anyone here who has ever heard the Professor's brain, felt it, touched or smelt it?.....No one appears to have done so.
So, according to the established rules of empirical, stable, demonstrable protocol, science says that you have no brain, sir.
With all due respect, sir, how do we then trust your lectures, sir?

Prof: (The room is silent. The professor stares at the student, his face unfathomable.)
Prof: I guess you'll have to take them on faith, son.

Student: That is it sir.. The link between man & God is FAITH. That is all that keeps things moving & alive.

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Addicted

2008-08-17T16:19:00.000+08:00

I'm afraid to say this but I'm addicted to the lowyat forum! I keep going there once I've on my pc and the worst part is I would just browse but I'll buy lots of stuff >_<

Talking about online shopping, Aya, Cmui and I are opening our very own online fashion boutique! Shall put the link on my msn and here when it's all ready :D I'm really excited! We're going to KL to buy stock at the end of this month. We plan to replenish our stock as often as possible to constantly keep in style!

After we finished that was over, C mui and stephy who tagged along gambled with campy and his frens while I chatted with aya and watch some videos which she had, It was really fun! She shared so much to me about cosmetics and contact lens cause I'm ordering a pair after much contemplating about the matter and with my bro's advice and opinion after the many nights and days of me pestering them! (I'm exaggerating about it but I do appreciate their help very much!) Gonna find aya this week again with C Mui since I don't get to go out much when coll's start!

BBQ part at Liyana's house on the coming wednesday organized by Juliana and I'm cooking my specialty, PASTA! hehe. but the date isn't confirmed yet. Bascially everyone from CD065-1, junior year is invited along with their partners!

Ooo and I've been watching looks of house with baby, kor & mum alot lately cause mum bought the season's DVD. sarcasm never sounded so funny! 13's hot!

Still got CSI too! ahh what a great life :P (I only say this when its holidays) haha..

Encouragement corner!
Last Sunday, when I was in church and when the ushers were about to collect the tithes and offerings from the congregation. I looked into my wallet and realised I forgot to budget for that! As I was budgeting for my saman (points at baby :P) and online business.

Then I was thinking which should I give, the RM1 notes or my last RM50 note. I thought to myself, God will understand and who would know anyway!

But as uncle Danny shared on trusting on Jesus to bless you, I suddenly took out the RM5O instead and put it into the offering bag and my heart ached a bit. But then I forgot about it until night, when my mum came back from Genting with my dad bearing tons of gifts for me! And best of all, she gave me RM200!!

I gave RM50 thinking I would have to live on a tight budget this month but I got much more than that! Not even twice the amount! God is really great :D

This Friday, my brother shared in our old school’s (SMK SS17) Christian Fellowship. They’re so pampered now! They’re using the computer lab with air con and it’s considered a fix club in the school. But I’m sure its God’s grace too :D

He shared about Music because he felt it would be good for them to learn something practical. I’ll just summarize it, He said that no genre of music is evil (maybe death metal :P) but it’s the meaning behind the song that makes the song wrong. The ideal of the song as it was written to express something. It can affect the thoughts in your head because it’s addictive.

He said that he himself has not actively listened to the radio in his car for about 2 years, not because its evil but because he said compared Christian music and worldly, Christian music is something worth more to sing about.

I’m really encouraged by my big brother and I’m proud of him! I shall try to pick the songs I listen to better.

Lastly I forgot to mention that I'm on holiday!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

p.s. I've updated some of my artworks on my online portfolio but I'm not done yet. So you can drop in and check out my latest in a few days time!

Rojak

2008-08-01T00:18:00.000+08:00

I've been sleeping the whole day cause I feel like crap. Headache non stop. I think I'm am sick. Haha wouldn't you with you have a headache who wouldn't leave your side. plus the sore throat T^T I just feel like ditching all my commitments and just cuddle with my blankets until I feel better.

The amount of assignments is killing meeee... *sigh* I'm really just looking so forward to the holidays. Just a bit more... But when holidays are approaching, it also means final projects are approaching too.. damn..

For one of my final projects,I'm doing an advertising campaign for Aquaria. So I went yesterday with Juliana, Rain and Tracy. Giam didn't go cause he went 2 times d. 2 times!! haha. I got car sick too >< but Thank God I didn;t puke and we didnt get lost on the way back home. Cause Juliana is the only one that knows KL roads (their signboard sucks) but Rain and I managed to find our way and get on the federal thru the smart tunnel and back on the NPE! Yays! Sadly to say, the tanks are crowded. The place is really small and I paid RM20 bucks for it ):

I feel so dry lately, like I'm just so tired and emo. Maybe on the outside, I look perky (okay not lately, I mean who would with a headache?) but inside I just feel emo. I kinda sick of thinking of campaigns and designing and everything. I feel like a robot. I like what I am doing and I really don't want my passion for the creative line to die out.

Anyways, I think I'm not making much sense. I'm supposed to be emailing my lecturer now but I feel so uninspired. Better wrap thinsg up. Starting to stone.

I went DUMC (big church) just now and I was reminded something important today, that when you serve, you have to be willing to learn and stand corrected when others do so to you. I guess its true and not everyone is out there get you. I do feel hurt when people are tell me what I did wrong and all after all what are they doing and who are they to comment my hard work. Plus I never get complimented (only from my dad) but sadly only alot of complains or stares whenever I make a mistake. I guess I'll try harder to be more open when I serve. Its a good things shared by their ministry of worship head.

Good night :)

A longing to be free

2008-07-07T12:40:00.000+08:00

Last week, I only got to sleep 4 hours max a day. Its quite depressing. Endless group meetings, assignments and so on.

Was just looking at facebook and saw almost everyone of my friends going out and having fun. Am i missing out? ): *Sigh* when i do go out, the thought of regret with be constantly playing in my head. Reminding me that I do not deserve to have fun.

I guess its my own fault for choosing the line of work I'm doing. Oh well, I have no regerts being and advertising & graphic design student but I do wish to have sometime to just go out and chill every now and then.

Plus, I think college life has thought me to be a tougher person. I don't really care what people say anymore and if they try to hurt me, I just turn my heart into a stone. Unlike last time. No more tears for those people.

When you get older, you realise that you have more commitments and responsibilities. I am proud of myself for staying strong and not missing out on any assignments hand in and classes so far! Shall stand strong *rawr*

I hope this week will be better. I have plans :) movie with baby, outing with c mui and more to come!

Cheer Up C Mui!

2008-06-26T13:20:00.000+08:00

Haha i just finished reading c mui's blog. Didn't know she got post so many of my pics and sweet stuff about me. C Mui's real name is Weng See but everyone calls her See See (haha sounds like im making a rhyme) then it was only in form4 I call her see mui after changing it from see see because pei pei whom i call pei siu calls see mui, see mui and being the lazy me I changed her name to c mui. so i pula jadi fern mui! and ah pau calls her fern moi every since her heard me call her c mui. hahaha damn confusing right? s'kay that was just the introduction.

This C mui leh, has been my good fren for 100 of ages. okay la i'm just being dramatic but honestly, I really love her very much. Yes,. we have fought many of times but we always jadi balik frens almost the next day. Like once we argue in school then during assembly time I stand behind her then like wanna look garang but smile pulak den she oso give me her sweet smile den okay already.

We used to play badminton at the back of her house when we were in primary school (I stay a few houses away from her) and the shuttlecork will always masuk longkang ><> wan! haha..

Once in primary school, we changed together after PJ and I wore her pinafole and she wore mine for the whole day and we didn't realise it until i got home and my mum noticed it! hahaha.

Plus, I remember we first started wearing matching clothes when we were 12 as bought a spaghetti strap blouse from pasar malam so we can wear it out to pyramid and C Mui's grandma lecture us about being too sexy. hehe.

In high school, pei siu, c mui and I will buy keropok after recess and it in class like our house liddat somemore she sit at the back. I remember one day, our teacher came in from the back and scold us "vacation ah?" or something like that. haha.. We would eat 1 fried rice/nasi lemak, 1 fruit juice, 2 kerepok and fruits a day!

Then got once I got kick out of class cause didnt bring my work or didn't do (haha yes I damn naughty wan. Always copy c mui's answers but her heart so good always oso let and nv marah me). Then I was bored la since terpaksa go out of the class and c mui was trapped inside T^T so i stand outside her window. hehe... i took out her book, bottle and pencil box. haihz.. What sweet memories.

C mui leh got cold in the morning wan. So she'll blow her nose then squeeze the tissue paper into "dumpling" like shapes and put one sid on her text book. Then i tink she took two pencils and hold them like chopsticks and ask me, "fern, u want dumplings?". hahahaha damn cute wei. I still damn stoned in the morning with my super blur face!

Last time, C mui and I went to midvalley to celebrate MEGASALES, and we were like mad girls with too much money -.- our hands full with shopping bags! we had lunch at Dome and when we sat down, we piled our shopping bags together like a mountain! and i remember a lady staring at us! hahahaha.

Then, got this time when I was hearbroken and sad cause of one of my ex broke my heart and dump me, she did everything in the world possible to make me happy again! She also brought me to cheras to meet a new bunch of frens and there's where I met Aya and Shirley too! 2 more very gila, funny and extremely hot and pretty girls.

I think C mui is the one friend that I've done almost everything together with. I don't mind going anywhere with her!

1. Gym
2. Shopping

3. Follow her bring her Grandma to hospital

4. Jogging (but end up talking to much so walked instead)

5. Clubbing

6. Dota ( I thought her how to play wan leh :P)

7. RO (She thought me how to play wan ><)

8. Con a salesgirl that I'm Japanese

and many many many many many more stuff!

Haihz looking back, I really enjoyed every moment spent with you, C mui. Thanks for being my friend. Even though my stupid college has taken up most of my youth, you still treat me like a really good fren and never blame me once for not spending time with you!

Even though we don't meet up for like a few months, when we do, we cannot stop talking and gossiping! haha, we always update oursleves one so when we meet up its easier to talk. Like I'll see her frenster and she'll see mine. haha.

I really miss spending time with you C mui :( sorry I never spend as much time as I ever wanted to. Haihz college really drain everything out from me. I just hope you know, I love you =)

I hope you'll feel better after reading my post! Don't so sad already k? No matter what happens, I'm always on your side. Shall continue chatting with you soon when you come back from lunch!

666 microchip

2008-06-23T14:29:00.000+08:00

On friday night youth meeting, we studied the book of daniel chapter 7 and it talked about the end times. Anti christ and the 10 kingdoms.

No doubt the end times are coming nearer and nearer. Its said that during the end times, everyone would need to insert a small 666 chip into their body to do anything. Without it u can't buy food, go anywhere and such. Its said that the number "666" is the devil's number. My youth leader said she heard that a small village somewhere around the world has already started it.

But we shouldn't. As children of God, we must preserve and not fall into the evil ones temptations and traps and for thoes who didnt get raptured must continue doing what God had planned. I too have alots of questions about the end times but I just know one thing for sure that we should not let the chip be inserted into us.

I'm not an expert in the revelation of the end times but I just want to warn my friends not to put the chip in next time :(

Drawing up the white flag

2008-06-19T17:37:00.000+08:00

Sometimes life just slaps you in the face by suprise. I wonder what have i done to deserve this? Why am I never good enough? Why can't it just be me? sigh. why...

Baby Doll + Flats Day!

2008-06-15T20:12:00.000+08:00

What a comfortable day :P just let our feet rest from high heels and let our tummy just hang loose and do the jiggle wiggle!!

Oo an since its my day, cause i sually wear like this, Nina wore black and white earrings to match mine!

Hehe.. enjoy the photos :D

School Uniform Day!

2008-06-14T04:49:00.000+08:00

On tuesday the 11th June 2008, we had school uniform day for our marker rendering class! I absolutely love dress up days!

Juliana took all the pictures for us :D thanks!

The theme sioyean gave us to render this week is "otaku" >< So I don't think you'll see any "otaku" dress up day next week. hehe.

Hanging out at the staircase like school kids :P

The preppie uniform school, Rain & I

The tie uniform school, Carrere, Gwen & Emily

The pleated skirt with white shirt uniform school, Erin & Nina.

Potholes in life

2008-06-14T01:26:00.000+08:00

I know I'm late in uploading "school girl" day and "baby doll" day pictures >< I'll do it asap. Just been so busy lately.

Emotionally and physcially drained.

I was just sharing with my problems again with my brother on the way home from supper after youth about some people in life that are just so difficult to love. Lately, so many people has let me down. A few of them smile at me as if I was their friends but behind my back they are bitching about me.

If you all hate me so much or like to kick dirt in my face when I'm down, why not just come up to me and smack it right into my face? better then you people always hurting the people I love. As if its not enough just killing me? You all want to kill the people I love too? Not only do you people do that but you also bring my hopes down.

I was just sharing with my brother, my frustration, my hurt, my tears. Its so hard to change. I know I'm trying very hard to be a better person and try to be the bigger person at moments like this and not come up to your face and punch it into the ground like I would probably do when I was me back then but instead now I pray for you all at night. For God to bless you all and your families. Satefy, finacially and emotionally but what do i get in return? Sometimes I think people just don't see how much I'm trying to change what's negetive in me. Just because you think I don't know what you all say about me, doesn't mean I don't know. Trust me I know.

Then there is another group of people that are also really difficult to love. Arghhh.. It's so frustrating. You don't have to be someone who you're not for me to listen to you. Don't have to try to act cool and tell me how "cool" you are or talk funny or walk funny or act funny. I'm really trying so hard to love you all. Why must things be so difficult.

Then hope shined through my dark skies as my brother reminded me that "people will always let you down but God will never" and best of all, he told me he''ll never let people bring me down. I feel much better now.

I will stand by this and continue to be strong. I will still continue to try to love you and forgive.

Living up to the expected standard

2008-06-04T19:10:00.000+08:00

This matter has been bugging me. There is this person "A" who is supposed to be respected as a teacher but does other wise. As much experience "A" can share, give and advice us on how to continue to improve and grow as we go out and work next time, "A" just talks so much. Unkind words said behind my back and the ones I cherish. "A" doesn't walk the walk. It just irritates me. Here I am, trying to being nice but people like "A" comes along to dampen my spirit.

I know I'm not perfect myself but when you are given a title to teach, I feel that you should at least try harder to live up to that standards.

You seek hapiness for yourself in my sadness. I know in order to teach and learn better, a gap between two must meet but I will only respect you as a teacher but not as MY friend.

I guess God puts this kind of bumps in our lives to toughen our weaknesses. No matter what happens, I will be strong and count on God and I know I will prevail as God has put such wonderful people in my life; my family, my love Godash, my jee muis and bestfrens. Through thick and thin, you all have never left me, neither shall I ever :)

This shall just be a phase and I will be a better person just as diamonds have to go through a tough process to look how they look!

We will never stop learning new things and have to overcome obstacles in our lives. I shall learn my lesson from this :)

Dress up Days

2008-06-04T18:41:00.000+08:00

My college frens and I dress up in different themes every once in awhile and just recently we started to take pictures of a few of them! What's missing here is "black stockings day" and "dress up day". It certainly adds some fun and colour in our sleep deprived and stressed lives :D i love you guys!

Haha i must add this in, its too funny not to put it in! Last week for our advanced visual class, we were asked to render figures in the theme of "PUNK" so therefore, Tracy baybeh had this excellent idea to have a PUNK day today! Mandy joined in the fun too!

Anyways, that's not the funny part!! Our lecturer noticed that we dressed according to the theme he requested us to draw so he was joking and said "beach theme for next week!" then he said cannot la. "After i duno where to look and can not concerntrate!" Hahaha.. We couldn't stop laughing about it even after class! Anyways, next week we're doing "Uniform Theme" cause once again its our rendering assignment theme. Hehe. What a fun day!

Many More "Days" To Come!

Boots Day!

Traditional Dress Day!

Hat Day!

Punk Day! (today)

A prayer for tonight

2008-06-02T11:15:00.001+08:00

Recently, the college has set up this fund raising thing for China victims and we had to watch a video and slides of the scene there. It really breaks one hearts to see babies lined up beside one another breathless and blue, mother's crying beside their children corpse, fireman, doctors and soldiers lying flat on the road due to exhaustion with their alsation dogs, a trapped victim underneath all the mess while holding her friend's hand waiting to be rescued. Lets not forget those heroes who gave thier life so that others may live. The parents who gave their life away by sheltering their children with their own body. So many children are now homeless and orphanes now.

Not only that, how the victims in myanmar? so many lives has been lost. To top it of, they don't have that much resources and man power like China.

And we complain and rant to one another about how horrible life is treating us. We must be thankful for everything God has given to us and help others who are in a much worst situation then us. We complain that we don't have enough money to buy this and that but how about those who are straving to death? So lets spend a little time and reflect on our lives tonight and not just think about ourselves but others. Pray for them and give what that you can give.

They need the money more then you'll ever need that ps3 or that new heels.

Copied from my old blog

2008-05-26T11:59:00.000+08:00

May 18 2008

Alright, honestly I’m not a blog person and I’m only opening this blog for the sake of advanced visual class :P haha but I’m sure I’ll soon love blog-ging. I don\'t think any one\'s going to read my blog expect you, my lecturer. Yup if there\'s anyone one else reading this and is like wonder "what is she talking about?" our task is to write our opinions and reflections of the class so I shall try my best to do that at least once a week at the starting of the blog entry so you don\'t have to read the rest of the random stuff that i might add in. haha.
But I’m really impressed as a lecture would care so much about their students till he would ask them to create blogs so that he can know if they\'re in line and get to know and understand one another better. It’s touching. Especially when I had my fair share of emotional, extremely expressive and colourful lecturers in The One -.-
My Reflections of Class
I learnt that visual equal’s presentation. It like a form of communication as when you have an idea then you want to share it with others so you come out with a visual so they can see and understand better. There are two types of visual; visual or verbal narration.
Mass media is handled by agencies and print media is handled by production houses.
To find visual references online, one should type "storyboard" or "presentation graphic".
Concept board has lots of elements, single frame storyboard is your visual, storyboards contains key frames only, shooting boards/ production boards is a guide on how to shoot the right angle, zoom in at which part and has no colour and lastly animatic board which i forgot what\'s that. Sorry!
Anyways, I feel that your teaching method is very interesting! It was the first time we ever did anything like that. It feels good to do something so different then just 1st day of class then refer to reference and etc. And you called us visualizers! I remember you said “okay, visualizers write your name down below your sketch”. Hehe we all went crazy. Jakun us. Anyways that’s all that I have to say about class for now :D

Hectic Week
First of all, I want to say the world is ending soon as we’re all practically melting -.- its so darn hot. When I walk to college, I feel like a hard boiled egg. Arghh…
Anyways, before I begin my story let me give you a rough idea what happened before this week, I went shopping with Rachel at pyramid and got broke again! The last time I used up my computer money during my last shopping spree and then this round I used my surviving for the week money. Thank God my mum gave me more cause I had to print lots of stuff for class. Oh ya, my desktop is spoiled so waiting for Godash to be free and well enough to open up my comp and check what motherboard I need. So I’ve been using my brother’s laptop all this while. Connection has been dead lately too. Yea, no 2moons for me cause my bro’s laptop no memory to install the new update. Thought wanted to reach level 80 at least at the end of the hols. *sigh* At least I have a new game to play and Godash likes it too! COD4!

Monday :
Chill and prepare for 1st day of class. Wanted to sleep early but went out to play COD4 with Godash. Such an addictive game! I’m lvl 25 now.

Tues:
Advanced Advertising Class, lecturer was really nice. He’s so cool. I really loved the part where he showed us a picture of his trophies and ask us if we believe if its gold trophies then of course we believe him then he said no la, its yellow filter. Hahaha what a down to earth lecturer. It nice to have a nice advertising lecturer again! But we don’t know how he’ll be when it comes to work yet though. Anyways, I was just ranting to my dad about how cool Kins Lee is, cool right the name? then after yacking for quite some time, my dad says he knows who he is. His sister works as a senior graphic designer for my dad. What a small world! Plus I wore my orange long indian skirt with a black spaghetti top and bumped into my junior in front of the audi and he asked me “why you wear like that?” -.- grrr….

Wed:
Visual Class was cool and different and I was on timeeeeeeeee! What an achievement! Visualizer me :P

Thrus:
Watch Narnia : Prince of Caspian with Godash. Awesome show. Wanted to watch speed racer or iron man but I saw the wrong newspaper so the closest show was that and luckily, It turn out really good. Much much better than the 1st one. Animation to my standards is impressive! Then after the movie. we were deciding if we should go back cause we’re both not well or play the very tempting COD4 after much thought we decided to go back. Good thing we went back cause my babies haven’t eaten yet! After feeding them, kor called and say “DOTA moh?” Hehe ate panadols and went and play 3 rounds of dota and 2 hours I think of COD4. I actually killed most and got top for one round! haha even beat Godash! In between all that, Daddy messaged me to remind me that I have to do the lcd projection slides for Dr. Paul Tan’s seminar at church on Friday night and Saturday. So had to message Cam and tell her to find a replacement for me on Friday night youth as I was supposed to do the ice breaker. Felt so bad :/

Friday:
Final preparation for sat class. Printed some stuff and gossiped with William at his print shop for awhile while waiting for my print to be printed out and he showed me show of his photographs which he took for weddings. He can hold up to 1/15 O.O Later at night I had to do the seminar till 11 p.m. He taught us on the book of Isaiah 40. It was interesting but honestly, I was a bit bored. He talks quite slowly :/ at least he did up his slides really well.

Sat:
Went for class. Was early as well! Lec came in half an hour after that. Haha he brought indo café this term. He’s temper wasn’t so bad this round. During class, he said that he promised himself not to get pissed off. Hahaha. Showed my work to him and he said okay just need a bit of changes while he ate his kit kat. Really proud of myself for preparing my work before hand and organizing myself! I went put them all in a clear plastic bag and taped the end! Both stationeries and corporate identity handbook! Brought my research folder and all too! Will email him my work later after this. Was melting so went to MG with tracy and rain to discuss about our work and ate vegetarian asam laksa and drank his wear spicy aloe vera drink that’s supposed to help u detox and lose weight, shared that with Tracy -.- we’re such suckers. Lucky class ended early so went home to take a really cold shower and change to shorts and shirts for paul tan’s seminar. 3pm to 10pm. Lucky, Swee Yoong came to relieve me! Godash and my family went to Curry Fish Head at SS15 to celebrate Kor’s straight A’s! Haha sadly I only got straight B’s but I really proud and happy for him :D my overachiever big brother! Went home, then Godash suddenly came really really sick. So we rested while I prepare Sunday service slides. More than usual cause agape program is still down. So I sponged him with ice water for an hour once I was done. Then he felt better and watch you tube while I rest. Haha.

Sunday (today):
After church, we all went to MCD cause they were like having his mega big mac and if you buy large you get a coupon which entitles you a chance to get a big mac free if you say MCD’s big mac ingredients in 4sec! Kor and Rachel succeed all tries and got free big mac coupons! I think Godash took videos. Haha the judge was so cool. She could do if really fast in 2sec and super clear. When I got home, I cleared my thumbdrive abit cause filled it up with LCD church stuff cause Reuben’s gonna reformat the pc, then the lap top got full so have to delete some old files and clear my DSLR cause Fatt kor is going Japan with Ah Han for holiday and wants to borrow it and is came over just now to collect it. Took an hour nap and placed this cool gel pad thingie on my forehead cause opened it up for Godash yesterday night but it was cold enough so made an ice bag for him instead. Woke up ate bit of pan mee which mum bought for me and feed my babies then went to church to help out in the Vietnamese service cause the person that usually does the LCD isn’t free. So I volunteer to go even though I was quite tired but the best part is, when I got there everything was working fine cause there was this kuai loh who could handle it all so I could go back so here I am! I think God just wanted to test me if my heart was right only. Thank God! Godash just came over not long ago just to drop by before football, wanted to go with him but he said never mind la I finish my blog and email my lec then after that we go for supper. We’re both feeling better alright. Don’t think its denggi anymore.