Updates! Updates! Read all about it! (:

Job Confirmation:
Last Monday was my 6months probation review with my boss and supervisor. I'm now officially a CC+J Adhaus-er. The review helped me figure what do I really want for my career. The reason why I fancy designing, servicing & copy writing is because I want to be entrepreneur.

I really thank God for this job in this time of recession. The amount of learning I gained is unimaginable. I learned about how to make my designs practical, how client's have to like the designs & not just us as it's their money & company, about not taking to heart what client's mean feedback are but just take what's important (although I still hurt but I can take it), the seriousness of deadlines.

Oh ya, I heard from my colleague, Sharon that we're moving office to Ara Damansara next year! Wohooooo! No more traffic jams! Selangor holidays, here i comeeeeeee!

Lessons worth sharing:
Kor & I wanted to have dinner and catch 'Cloudy With A Chance of Meatballs'. After fighting the loooooong jam home from work, we had to suffer the wrath of Pyramid's very limited parking space. I was so excited when I saw a parking spot!!! Oh goody! Just as I was going for a round so I don't go against the direction of traffic, a guy went against it and stole it. Argh! I was so mad and determined to vandalise his car. However, Kor stopped me and told me I would regret it. Nevertheless, I snapped at him but obeyed my elder sibling's advise. I instead wrote a note for the guy talking about how I am sorry for verbally threatening him and had good intentions for him as he was doing a wrong thing. Somehow it felt so much better. As anger can make you do lots of stupid things. That's how murder begins with too. Thank God for Kor. Btw, the movie was AWESOME! Love the humour, love the art direction!

Kor shared with me an interesting theory, the conversation went like this:
Kor: Do you believe 'heat' exist?
Fern: Yes
Kor: How do you know it does? Can you see it?
Fern: No, I can't. But I can feel it.

As for the theory, same goes with God. You don't see him but you know He exist. Cool eh?

Random design:
Tuesday night c mui msn-ed me and ask me to help her design a banner for her portfolio. Hehe being trained as an AE, i interrogated her for a job brief. Theme/colours/elements/content. Her answer was classy/black/hearts/wengsee'sportfolio. Nevertheless, I came up with this design within 30mins. It's not great but I think its pretty nice (:



Baby Poring's Birthday:
Last Saturday, we celebrated his 1st birthday! He's growing up so fast! Good looking betul la dia! Hehe just like the hot chiq mum! His hair is brown smr. Before the party, Godash and I went to pyramid and spent about RM600 on stuff but that's not the point. Will blog about that another time. Hehe focus focus. We were searching for the perfect gift for baby poring. It was actually quite funny cause I kept insisting that the gift has to be educational and Godash said baby poring is just 1. He also continue to say that I'll be the boring aunty that pressures aya to send him for kindergarten tuition. hahaha! Anyways, we bought him a FUN educational toy. It teaches him how to think as the toy can be stacked up and join together to form balls, teaches you colour and numbers too! Seeee, i'm the fun aunty! Fun aunty fern! see how well it goes! Anyways, i'm so glad he likes it! Btw, Campy sis makes fantastic gado-gado. Godash and I must have had about 6 plates!

Oh ya, Baby Poring was crying and crying cause Aya was busy at the moment so Ah Pau was holding him. Then Godash said to me "You're a woman, go carry him. Maybe he'll stop crying". Or something like that. So I did, and he really stopped crying! He played with my hands and all then he turned around and looked at me and pushed my head back and started to cry at the mummy aya impostor :P

Random:
Bumped in Joey today at Hartamas Shopping Center during my lunch break. Didn't know she has been working there for 3years!!! And I have been working there for 6months and we never bumped into one another! Should meet up with her for lunch (:

Cheras Pasar Malam

Cheras Pasar Malam rocks! Super long with tons of good bargains! I went there last Wednesday with Godash, C Mui, her sister & Ricky. Was supposed to meet up with Aya there but the rain ruined our plans. Never the less, the short jalan-jalan session was still fun and memorable. Will definitely go again! Hopefully this coming Wednesday if my schedule looks free (: *drools*


Tomorrow night, C Mui is having small BBQ gathering. Can't wait to see the girls (: What to wear, what to wear!


Besides that, my room revamp project is near completion! It's pretty awesome compared to last time! Will upload pics of it when its 100% done.

Going to take my babies to get vaccinated now. Miss junior.

piccies - part 1

continuation from my previous blog photo entries (:
subject: maison + masy's birthday party


C mui organised this clubbing trip! Thanks so much! Our very rare, once in the blue moon clubbing session. Hehe.. Normally, I would not take maison as my 1st choice of club due to horrible experiences there BUT now it's actually really nice! not so many small kids shuffling everywhere and bumping into you and not as crowded as before. Only thing that I can complain about is the bunch of afro hair dudes dancing on the podium. YUCK man. Leave the podium for the hot babes! *drools* For the 1st time in my life, I stayed there until the club closed (: Never the less, it was a great time spent with my girlfriends (+pei who came down from singapore *hugs* and tan whom I rarely see ^^)


Masy invited C mui, Aya & I to his birthday party as the judges for the costumes. The food was awesome! KDU culinary students :P The funny part was that everyone wasn't ready for their presentation on the stage so they needed about an hour more. Then since the house was getting stuffy, we 3 girls went out to the CC and played L4D. Hahaha it was EPIC! The amount of stares and whistles we got.

part 2 will be pictures of my hong kong trip + graduation (:
stay tuned!

At a quick glance (:

more photos coming up soon!
sit tight (:

A photo of me and Godash in case you forgot how I look like! Haha.. Attending Masy's birthday/collegemates dinner last saturday. dressed up with my signature nurse cap again :P

Will upload the pics when I get them from aya along with my convocation, HK, Man United tour pics and much more (:

Bought my family a super nice dinner yesterday at pasta zanmai! I highly recommend that eating place. Pasta there rawks but the pizza is the bomb! Pictures shall be upload later on too!

Sorry, been so busy T_T
That's all for now, take care!


Godash & I wearing our new jerseys (:

Fuji Apple, I Am.

I watched X-Men last Friday with Godash, it was so awesome! I have no idea why people say its bad. Weird weird people. Hmm if i have super powers... i think i would like the ability to teleport or become invisible at will. maybe being a super shield would also be awesome! it would be nice to all it all. Teleportation would benefit me by saving me tons of money pumping petrol and save alot of time instead of being stuck in jams, invisibility would allow me to be around and not be seen, I could walk around naked and no one will know! hahaha... shield would be cool too! I could cross the pedestrian crossings without the fear of flying (if you know what i mean) :P and mosquitoes would be able to bite me anymore! yipee.

This topic reminds me of a question Fariz asked me and my friends during lunch, "if you could be a fruit, what fruit will you be?". I answered "fuji apple!". Haha, don't you think I'd be a fuji apple? Fariz is a rambutan and tracy is a passion fruit according to me! What fruit do you think you'll be? I wouldn't be suprised if facebook has a quiz for that!

Anyways, I've been pretty emo lately T_T I think I have some issues. I'm quite a jealous person. I think that my problem. I always look at think that I don't have and forget about how lucky I am to have what I have. I'm jealous about so many things such as, looking like crap without my make up when I used to look just fine without any and all the younger girls in high school and college look like how i use to, healthy glowy skin. I'm jealous about those rich kids that don't have to worry or work for anything in their lives and get everything they want whether or not its expensive. They said money can't buy love but they look pretty happy I'm also jealous on how certain people get attention from people whom should be paying attention to me ): I always turn to retail therapy to deal with the pain and stress but I know that's not the right treatment but it helps you know T_T okay okay, enough ranting. I just needed to get it all out. Unhealthy to keep it all in you know?

I went over to paws today because I got a call from a girl named Pauline who also lost her dog saying they just received 3 new shih tzus found at Subang Jaya. Sadly... Junior was not there. I miss him. I really do still miss my baby. Although I don't show it anymore. I still do.

Anyways, I'm starting work this coming Monday. I hope I can cope and do my bestest job and make new friends there! *phew* big step for me! Thank God, I can still watch Manchester United win the champion league right before I go HK! My boss is letting me still go for my Hong Kong trip with mummy to witness Ah Fatt's Hong Kong marriage. And I get 2 days leave after I come back too! Now i gotta finish up my freelance job so I can focus focus focus! I got another offer though to design some stuff. So temptinggggggg....

Here are photos of Godash's birthday this year. Ambushed him after our dinner with a birthday cake back at my place! I bought a giant football beanbag for him. Didn't know what else to buy for him this year. Bought him a Manchester United jersey and training kit last year. My football junkie! Haha you're getting old :P my 24 years old man! Better plan my 21st with the most awesome plan as promised!



quick update:
I'm a drama junkie :P been juggling grey's anatomy and "war & beauty" lately. It's a dynatsy concubine eat concubine show. Love their hair pieces and clothes :D

Change

Change is difficult don't you think so? Right now in my life I'm starting a new chapter. No longer am I a student anymore but I'll be starting work soon. It is really scary doing this that are different. At first, it didn't stuck me as such a big thing. I was super excited to graduate and then go for my interview and thank God I got the job! But it is all going so fast. I cried yesterday to Godash because I was afraid. I still am. But I'm really looking forward to working at my new company. They're really different from other agencies. Good people who don't believe in smoking, drugs and drinking.

I prayed to God many of times for Him to provide me a job with the right company. So I have faith that this is the right decision. Even though I still feel not ready and I still want to bum around. I know this is what I should do. I shouldn't miss out on this opportunity to work with such a nice company just because I don't feel 100% ready. Just last Sunday, Ps. Gloria said during her sermon, that NOBODY is 100% ready but we can't just quit half way or when we're about to finish. I know I can do this and I will give it my all! I shall be the best graphic designer they'll ever have!

I'll have faith that my relationship, friends and family life will still be okay and I won't be a lifeless zombie!

Right now, I'm doing up my freelance job as well and fast as I can so that when I start work I can focus on it and do a really good job!



Just today, I was thinking maybe I should have a goal. What should I save up for? Car? Nahh... I'm very fond of my myvi :D so.... I've decided on remodelling my room! Yippeee! I have everything planned out. Will upload a sketch of it later on. Can't wait to earn enough to do up my room!


Yesterday morning & today morning I watched Manchester United vs. Arsenal and then Chelsea vs. Barcelona. Things are looking good as we're in the finals now :D we shall get the title straight in a row for two years!


Anyways, last Thrusday Aya invited C Mui, Ricky, Stephy & I to her nephew's BBQ birthday party. It's always fun talking rubbish with them. Stephy and C mui was gambling with Campy's friends so Aya, Masy, Ricky & I chit chat. Then after awhile C mui came and she ahh... OMG told them all my stupid embrassing stories which I totally blocked out of my mind already. I laughed until i cried. Haha.


norm norm!


of course, we'll camwhore together :P


I kena con -.- I thought we were doing the "james bond/charlie's angel" back to back pose.


Masy hates to take photos but he still took one with us :D


For those of you who don't know, I am a hardcore Grey's Anatomy fan ;P I love them all. I took this facebook test and the results made me go "WT...". Haha, seriously? Me, Cristina? Racist! Hahaha I thought I was quite a Meredith!


seriously? seriously? :P


I might not be able to blog much once I start working. See how it goes yea? Till my next post, see ya!


regards,
fernfern

3 & 1/2 things to say

italianies double date :P

C mui asked me to go out with her, ricky and aya for dinner in pyramid they wanted to go to the bazaar (shoppaholics la u all! haha) so she asked me "where got vegetarian food ah?" I thought she dah jadi vegetarian! Happiness until she said "no la, ricky sick have to eat vegetarian for 2 days". Haha char tou! Never the less, I had fun eating a very expensive dinner but it was so so good :D we had to ta pao cause too jelak la the carbonara pasta. I miss hanging out with them so much T_T I'm glad that now I'm done with college, I can at least hang out with them more than I could before!


kawaiii :P


couple no.1


couple no.2


couple no.1 & 2


H.E.L.P

Godash performed at HELP talent night with his bandmates (:


my rawkstar!


aircon

Juliana, Hanis, Tracy, Fariz, Nina, Hafiz, Jessica, Godash & I went to KL Pac to watch the "air con" play. Nic Davis was in it. I didn't realise until he came out and the end of the show to where everyone was and started to hug and kiss Nina more "intermately" then a normal peck will then I asked Fariz & Hafiz "Eh, isn't that Nic?". They said "ya la!". I didn't knowwww... The actors were really good wei. They were so one with the play. Turns out to be one of them, Ryan is kor's ex classmate. The play is about a story based in an all boys school with quite a few girly boys, and one day an trannie was beaten to death and one of the boys in the school did it and so the story goes like that. The play is kind of disturbing but interesting cause of the twist and also the awesome props.


thanks jess for taking the photo (:


you & i


quick update
The weather is too hot. i'm tired and stress plus sick and I got an interview on Tuesday morning for a job. Pray for meeeeeeeeeeeee please. thanks!

Friends

Thank God for giving me friends to help me through the pain.
I still am missing Junior but I'm learning to be a stronger person.

I dreamed of him again last night.

Twilight <3

I really love twilight :D Lydia kept taling about it when I fetched her back from her trip back from Ipoh at the LRT station and I was interested but wasn't too keen on reading books. Never really fancied reading.

BUT after watching the movie with Godash on my birthday, I realised TWILIGHT is BEAWESOME :P (okie i stole that from BOLT, that's a really good show too! I can't believe i broke into tears during the movie at a dramatic scene -.- never that let's talk twilight!)

It's a definitely must see and read! Lydia was right, the book's even more awesome than the movie. BUT I'm still glad i saw the movie 1st so I can picture them in my head while reading. I'm super obsessed! I read until the 3rd book 22th chapter in 4days. I can't stop and I don't think I'll ever want to :P

I'm so absorbed into the book that I sometimes feel like I'm Bella! So sometimes at night I get a bit scared and check my windows for victoria or the vultoris! haha what a nerd la me. It's just that the book is written like "I this", "I that" so I tot I was the "I". Haha okay okay I'm squealing like a obsessed teenage girl!


Futsal and Mandarin Classes:
Besides that, back to reality (which I find it hard to relate back after reading twilight so much), I went to watch Godash play futsal yesterday night just like how I always do before I had my finals. He scored! There were so many injuries last night! 1st was some new guy hurt his tight then Jon twisted his ankle again and then liang heng's unhealed wound burst open (luckily there were no vampires there :P) The cashier guy told me I'm cute and asked if I was Japanese or Chinese. haha. Anyways, I was talking to Robert about me wanting to learn mandarin and he went into a non stop conversation about how much he wants to as well because of his love for china :P So I'm supposed to check out how much are these mandarin classes and what time. Me, kor, robert and leonard. Don't think baby wants to. Asked him a few times.


Prank and Dota:
After football, we were driving off to FTZ for a friendly dota match with Haris's friends and that's when we was Jon's car at the traffic light! Godash drove right beside him with the doors almost touching and yet shaun and him didn't notice us! haha so I told Godash that his car doors are unlock, shall I pull them? Of course my partner in crime would say YES! Godash winded down my window and I reached out for Jon's door and pulled it! Haha they jumped back in schock! Luckily he doesn't like have pepper spray to aim at me or something. Haha. Anyways, it was nice to play Dota again! We won 1 round and they won 1 round. Godash didn't scold me this time :P I like it this way.


Outing with Daddy:
I went out with daddy after church for lunch and jalan-jalan. We went to Niuxezui or something like that. They place is really pretty but kinda empty. The toilet is really freaking though! We had to go downstairs and it was in the car park. It was pretty run down. Daddy waited for me outside cause it look to freaky to let me go alone. I saw the famous conceptual cafe "full house" there. Hong ling was there using her laptop. Talked to her abit. She's working there. After walking around, seeing all the interesting things they sell, we went over to petaling street. Bought sunglasses and shirts. The stupid bangladeshie said he'll give RM50 for a sunglass. Yesh, what a con job I just stared at him and walk off. Then he said Rm30 is his best price. What a con job. We went over to a sunglass shop owned by a old chinese couple and we bought two for RM40. Daddy got one, I got one :D


Oh well! Shall update my blog on my birthday party, kancil awards and cousin's visit really soon. But I don't think I can be away from twilight anymore!


P.S. please click on the nuffnang ads right on top of my blog on the right hand side yea? Thanks!


I have to just say this once more, Twilight is BEAWESOME :P

I shall sign off with a shot of my desktop!

What are best friends?

The title best friends is so overrated. Nowadays, alot of people say stuff like you're my bestfriend and no matter what through thick and thin, i'll stand by your side no matter right or wrong, never judge you, always give you my shoulder to cry on, sisters forever and etc.

In my life, I've been disappointed by many people with the examples given above. But let me tell you about this one girl I know. Her name is Lydia :D

I met her in junior year during my early college days. We were so different in more ways then one but we still clicked! She and I would always be together in college and even when its not in college. People would ask me where's my lesbian partner when she wasn't around! Haha we were inseparable! When we went into different majors, we still kept in contact and met up every now and then.

Lydia has never judged me or turn away from me when I needed help. No matter how stupid or boring or terrible were the things I wanted to talk about, she'll listen to me and always give her feedback. I tell her everything and I know that it'll always be safe with her!

There was a time in my life when I was really upset and she was there with me through in all. She let me cry on her shoulder and give me hugs! Even though we both know that I've made a mistake, she never lectured me but instead cheers me up.

Bestfriends are people who actually carry out their duties and not just talk the talk but also walk the walk! It's not easy but that's what makes the title so special! You truly deserve it, Lydia!

I thank God for you :D

I'm proud to say, she is truly one of my besties and my lil sister! ( and at times, my big sister too! hehe) *hugs*



p.s. all the best for your finals!