Monday, July 7, 2008

A longing to be free

Last week, I only got to sleep 4 hours max a day. Its quite depressing. Endless group meetings, assignments and so on.

Was just looking at facebook and saw almost everyone of my friends going out and having fun. Am i missing out? ): *Sigh* when i do go out, the thought of regret with be constantly playing in my head. Reminding me that I do not deserve to have fun.

I guess its my own fault for choosing the line of work I'm doing. Oh well, I have no regerts being and advertising & graphic design student but I do wish to have sometime to just go out and chill every now and then.

Plus, I think college life has thought me to be a tougher person. I don't really care what people say anymore and if they try to hurt me, I just turn my heart into a stone. Unlike last time. No more tears for those people.

When you get older, you realise that you have more commitments and responsibilities. I am proud of myself for staying strong and not missing out on any assignments hand in and classes so far! Shall stand strong *rawr*

I hope this week will be better. I have plans :) movie with baby, outing with c mui and more to come!