Cheer Up C Mui!

Haha i just finished reading c mui's blog. Didn't know she got post so many of my pics and sweet stuff about me. C Mui's real name is Weng See but everyone calls her See See (haha sounds like im making a rhyme) then it was only in form4 I call her see mui after changing it from see see because pei pei whom i call pei siu calls see mui, see mui and being the lazy me I changed her name to c mui. so i pula jadi fern mui! and ah pau calls her fern moi every since her heard me call her c mui. hahaha damn confusing right? s'kay that was just the introduction.

This C mui leh, has been my good fren for 100 of ages. okay la i'm just being dramatic but honestly, I really love her very much. Yes,. we have fought many of times but we always jadi balik frens almost the next day. Like once we argue in school then during assembly time I stand behind her then like wanna look garang but smile pulak den she oso give me her sweet smile den okay already.

We used to play badminton at the back of her house when we were in primary school (I stay a few houses away from her) and the shuttlecork will always masuk longkang ><> wan! haha..

Once in primary school, we changed together after PJ and I wore her pinafole and she wore mine for the whole day and we didn't realise it until i got home and my mum noticed it! hahaha.

Plus, I remember we first started wearing matching clothes when we were 12 as bought a spaghetti strap blouse from pasar malam so we can wear it out to pyramid and C Mui's grandma lecture us about being too sexy. hehe.

In high school, pei siu, c mui and I will buy keropok after recess and it in class like our house liddat somemore she sit at the back. I remember one day, our teacher came in from the back and scold us "vacation ah?" or something like that. haha.. We would eat 1 fried rice/nasi lemak, 1 fruit juice, 2 kerepok and fruits a day!

Then got once I got kick out of class cause didnt bring my work or didn't do (haha yes I damn naughty wan. Always copy c mui's answers but her heart so good always oso let and nv marah me). Then I was bored la since terpaksa go out of the class and c mui was trapped inside T^T so i stand outside her window. hehe... i took out her book, bottle and pencil box. haihz.. What sweet memories.

C mui leh got cold in the morning wan. So she'll blow her nose then squeeze the tissue paper into "dumpling" like shapes and put one sid on her text book. Then i tink she took two pencils and hold them like chopsticks and ask me, "fern, u want dumplings?". hahahaha damn cute wei. I still damn stoned in the morning with my super blur face!

Last time, C mui and I went to midvalley to celebrate MEGASALES, and we were like mad girls with too much money -.- our hands full with shopping bags! we had lunch at Dome and when we sat down, we piled our shopping bags together like a mountain! and i remember a lady staring at us! hahahaha.

Then, got this time when I was hearbroken and sad cause of one of my ex broke my heart and dump me, she did everything in the world possible to make me happy again! She also brought me to cheras to meet a new bunch of frens and there's where I met Aya and Shirley too! 2 more very gila, funny and extremely hot and pretty girls.

I think C mui is the one friend that I've done almost everything together with. I don't mind going anywhere with her!

1. Gym
2. Shopping

3. Follow her bring her Grandma to hospital

4. Jogging (but end up talking to much so walked instead)

5. Clubbing

6. Dota ( I thought her how to play wan leh :P)

7. RO (She thought me how to play wan ><)

8. Con a salesgirl that I'm Japanese

and many many many many many more stuff!

Haihz looking back, I really enjoyed every moment spent with you, C mui. Thanks for being my friend. Even though my stupid college has taken up most of my youth, you still treat me like a really good fren and never blame me once for not spending time with you!

Even though we don't meet up for like a few months, when we do, we cannot stop talking and gossiping! haha, we always update oursleves one so when we meet up its easier to talk. Like I'll see her frenster and she'll see mine. haha.

I really miss spending time with you C mui :( sorry I never spend as much time as I ever wanted to. Haihz college really drain everything out from me. I just hope you know, I love you =)

I hope you'll feel better after reading my post! Don't so sad already k? No matter what happens, I'm always on your side. Shall continue chatting with you soon when you come back from lunch!

666 microchip

On friday night youth meeting, we studied the book of daniel chapter 7 and it talked about the end times. Anti christ and the 10 kingdoms.

No doubt the end times are coming nearer and nearer. Its said that during the end times, everyone would need to insert a small 666 chip into their body to do anything. Without it u can't buy food, go anywhere and such. Its said that the number "666" is the devil's number. My youth leader said she heard that a small village somewhere around the world has already started it.

But we shouldn't. As children of God, we must preserve and not fall into the evil ones temptations and traps and for thoes who didnt get raptured must continue doing what God had planned. I too have alots of questions about the end times but I just know one thing for sure that we should not let the chip be inserted into us.

I'm not an expert in the revelation of the end times but I just want to warn my friends not to put the chip in next time :(

Drawing up the white flag

Sometimes life just slaps you in the face by suprise. I wonder what have i done to deserve this? Why am I never good enough? Why can't it just be me? sigh. why...

Baby Doll + Flats Day!

What a comfortable day :P just let our feet rest from high heels and let our tummy just hang loose and do the jiggle wiggle!!

Oo an since its my day, cause i sually wear like this, Nina wore black and white earrings to match mine!


Hehe.. enjoy the photos :D

School Uniform Day!

On tuesday the 11th June 2008, we had school uniform day for our marker rendering class! I absolutely love dress up days!

Juliana took all the pictures for us :D thanks!

The theme sioyean gave us to render this week is "otaku" >< So I don't think you'll see any "otaku" dress up day next week. hehe.




Hanging out at the staircase like school kids :P




The preppie uniform school, Rain & I




The tie uniform school, Carrere, Gwen & Emily




The pleated skirt with white shirt uniform school, Erin & Nina.

Potholes in life

I know I'm late in uploading "school girl" day and "baby doll" day pictures >< I'll do it asap. Just been so busy lately.

Emotionally and physcially drained.

I was just sharing with my problems again with my brother on the way home from supper after youth about some people in life that are just so difficult to love. Lately, so many people has let me down. A few of them smile at me as if I was their friends but behind my back they are bitching about me.

If you all hate me so much or like to kick dirt in my face when I'm down, why not just come up to me and smack it right into my face? better then you people always hurting the people I love. As if its not enough just killing me? You all want to kill the people I love too? Not only do you people do that but you also bring my hopes down.

I was just sharing with my brother, my frustration, my hurt, my tears. Its so hard to change. I know I'm trying very hard to be a better person and try to be the bigger person at moments like this and not come up to your face and punch it into the ground like I would probably do when I was me back then but instead now I pray for you all at night. For God to bless you all and your families. Satefy, finacially and emotionally but what do i get in return? Sometimes I think people just don't see how much I'm trying to change what's negetive in me. Just because you think I don't know what you all say about me, doesn't mean I don't know. Trust me I know.

Then there is another group of people that are also really difficult to love. Arghhh.. It's so frustrating. You don't have to be someone who you're not for me to listen to you. Don't have to try to act cool and tell me how "cool" you are or talk funny or walk funny or act funny. I'm really trying so hard to love you all. Why must things be so difficult.

Then hope shined through my dark skies as my brother reminded me that "people will always let you down but God will never" and best of all, he told me he''ll never let people bring me down. I feel much better now.

I will stand by this and continue to be strong. I will still continue to try to love you and forgive.

Living up to the expected standard

This matter has been bugging me. There is this person "A" who is supposed to be respected as a teacher but does other wise. As much experience "A" can share, give and advice us on how to continue to improve and grow as we go out and work next time, "A" just talks so much. Unkind words said behind my back and the ones I cherish. "A" doesn't walk the walk. It just irritates me. Here I am, trying to being nice but people like "A" comes along to dampen my spirit.

I know I'm not perfect myself but when you are given a title to teach, I feel that you should at least try harder to live up to that standards.

You seek hapiness for yourself in my sadness. I know in order to teach and learn better, a gap between two must meet but I will only respect you as a teacher but not as MY friend.

I guess God puts this kind of bumps in our lives to toughen our weaknesses. No matter what happens, I will be strong and count on God and I know I will prevail as God has put such wonderful people in my life; my family, my love Godash, my jee muis and bestfrens. Through thick and thin, you all have never left me, neither shall I ever :)

This shall just be a phase and I will be a better person just as diamonds have to go through a tough process to look how they look!

We will never stop learning new things and have to overcome obstacles in our lives. I shall learn my lesson from this :)

Dress up Days

My college frens and I dress up in different themes every once in awhile and just recently we started to take pictures of a few of them! What's missing here is "black stockings day" and "dress up day". It certainly adds some fun and colour in our sleep deprived and stressed lives :D i love you guys!

Haha i must add this in, its too funny not to put it in! Last week for our advanced visual class, we were asked to render figures in the theme of "PUNK" so therefore, Tracy baybeh had this excellent idea to have a PUNK day today! Mandy joined in the fun too!

Anyways, that's not the funny part!! Our lecturer noticed that we dressed according to the theme he requested us to draw so he was joking and said "beach theme for next week!" then he said cannot la. "After i duno where to look and can not concerntrate!" Hahaha.. We couldn't stop laughing about it even after class! Anyways, next week we're doing "Uniform Theme" cause once again its our rendering assignment theme. Hehe. What a fun day!

Many More "Days" To Come!



Boots Day!

Traditional Dress Day!

Hat Day!

Punk Day! (today)

A prayer for tonight

Recently, the college has set up this fund raising thing for China victims and we had to watch a video and slides of the scene there. It really breaks one hearts to see babies lined up beside one another breathless and blue, mother's crying beside their children corpse, fireman, doctors and soldiers lying flat on the road due to exhaustion with their alsation dogs, a trapped victim underneath all the mess while holding her friend's hand waiting to be rescued. Lets not forget those heroes who gave thier life so that others may live. The parents who gave their life away by sheltering their children with their own body. So many children are now homeless and orphanes now.

Not only that, how the victims in myanmar? so many lives has been lost. To top it of, they don't have that much resources and man power like China.

And we complain and rant to one another about how horrible life is treating us. We must be thankful for everything God has given to us and help others who are in a much worst situation then us. We complain that we don't have enough money to buy this and that but how about those who are straving to death? So lets spend a little time and reflect on our lives tonight and not just think about ourselves but others. Pray for them and give what that you can give.

They need the money more then you'll ever need that ps3 or that new heels.