Retail Therapy

When I'm stressed, sick or upset (or all the above, which I currently am), I'll usually turn to my usually treatment. You guessed it! Retail therapy.

This month I've bought:

• 1 tube top
• 1 charm bracelet
• 1 smurf tee
• 1 pair of boots
• 1 pinafore
• 2 jackets
• 2 pairs of fake eyelashes
• 5 dresses

*and PL cut my fringe for me

I need help.. I think. Oh well at least I'm happy with them! And Aya has been my shopaholic buddy. We keep sending over links of what we bought to one another and asking for opinions.

Anyways, here's a vain picture of me with my new fake eyelashes using my web cam (yea, it's miraculously working again) :P



When my fake eyelashes parcel arrived, I was so excited that I tried to rip it open but I fail miserably so I took my blade and swiped it across the parcel. To my utter horror my hand was oozing out blood! Thank God, i didn't feel any pain. The endorphins kicked in fast enough! *phew*

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Ranting

It's a bad day.

Photoshoot & Update

Last Friday, I went over to IACT (kor's ex college) to meet up with my very old friend, Li Her. I was her model for her photography assignment. Although I didn't get paid for this photo shoot or anything, I really don't mind. It was nice to see her again (:

Her classmate which was her partner, adriana was very nice and the pretty dress in the photos is hers. Sadly, the dress kept falling down because my boobs are way smaller then hers -.- She's so damn hot! My make up and hair was also done by her.

It was their 1st studio photoshoot but don't you think the photos still came up great?



Anyways, lately I'm been drowning myself with things to do. I know its wrong and I should really face my problems. But everything I think about it i start to break down and cry. I don't think I'll ever be able to let go of my little baby, Junior. I hope he comes back soon.

I've been doing a freelance for an event management company who supplies projectors, equipments and talents. It is still on going. The pay is really good for me but according to some people in the industry, it's kinda low. Sorry, I didn't mean to spoil the market T_T

Anyways, college is over for me now. Tuesday night was the exhibition opening night, the one we've been planning for like forever. The response was really good. After the exhibition, I got two jobs offers. But I haven't replied them yet because I'm not really sure what I want to do. Both the jobs are graphic design jobs and not really advertising which is my passion. I love coming up with campaigns. But I'm not so sure if now's the time to be choosy as the market for "us" is kinda bad. I definitely am not going to further my studies. So that's not an opinion!

What should I do? ):

Friends

Thank God for giving me friends to help me through the pain.
I still am missing Junior but I'm learning to be a stronger person.

I dreamed of him again last night.

Portfolio

My website is up (:

Have a look at it.
I'll will edit it when I have the time.
Right now it's still kinda too simple for my liking.

http://limfernfern.com/

My little baby

It has been exactly 1 week since Junior has been missing. Everyone has been telling me to let go or it’s too late and all that stuff. It hurts so badly. I've finished pasting and sending out 550 posters during the past week. Will be printing more later today. Hopefully someone will contact me soon.

Kor, mummy and Godash has been helping me search everyday but still no luck. I've been filling up my schedule with things to do so I don't think about Junior. Once I stop doing something, I start to remember how miserable and lost I feel without my baby.

Jun has been crying and howling every since last night. I feel her pain.

I can still remember that day when I first saw him. I was at the pet shop in KL where I bought Joey because Mummy said lets go find a playmate for Joey since he's always crying at night.

There were two black and white shih tzu looking through their glass cage. I picked one, and the shop owner trimmed his nails, feed him his vitamins and put him into my arms and as we walked off from the shop, Mum said "I think I want the naughty looking one" so we went back to the shop and exchange him for Junior.

Not only does Junior look naughty, he is terribly naughty. He came back and taught Joey how to dig out the plants, tear things apart and make a big mess. After a few days, we noticed how he had some problem breathing. It turns out that his lungs were damaged. So we brought him to the vet to undergo the surgery and brought him home after that. Thank God, Mummy chose him if not he would had just died in the pet shop. Junior stayed in the toilet connected to me and kor's room for awhile. I would always open my room toilet door and play with him and sneak him into my room.

I remember the shop owner saying that shih tzues are very quiet dogs, but that is so different from Junior. He is the nosiest dog I have ever known. He barks when he's hungry, when he's bored, when he wants some attention, when he sees something at the gate and so much more. He also scratches the door open whenever I close it.

Now there is no more scratching on the door, no more barking, no more vibrating tail for me. All there is is Jun's cries and my tears. He has the cutest tail anyone can ever imagine. It doesn't just wag; it vibrates like how your phone would when it rings.

I still leave his dinner outside the gate hoping to find him outside when I come to collect the bowl back but he isn't.

I will NEVER stop looking for Junior. As long as he is out there, I'll continue to search for him. I'll bring you home, baby.

God, please bring my baby home to be safely. I miss him so badly.

I never knew how much I loved him until now. It sucks that I play favoritism to Joey. I should had been fair to you, baby. I should had scratch your tummy a little more, I should had just hug you when you are scared instead of punishing you for making so much noise or coming into the house and pee everywhere when you were just looking for me to protect you from the loud noises.

I'm so sorry Junior. Please come home. I miss you. Mummy just wants you back.

This is all like a nightmare. I just hope I can wake up soon and see Junior once again.

I lost my baby

Junior ran out of the house last night with Jun. They usually return after an hour but this time only Jun came home.

Please help bring my baby back to me. I've search every alley, every row and passed out flyers. If you see him around, please contact me 017 314 0314.


I really miss him.






Breed: Shih Tzu
Age: 9 years old
Colour: Black and white

Last seen on 31/03/09, SS17 Subang Jaya at 11 PM.

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